MERRY CHRISTMAS!

it'd just nice to be able to walk down the street,
see colourful lightings hung outside houses.
and right in every cozy house lies a nicely decorated Christmas tree.
Tables filled with a scrumptious spread.
faces of family and friends ,full of smiles, bringing up the atmosphere.
enjoying every moment of it, of Christmas.
and every year,
Christmas would be something u anticipate...

just somehow, the thought of christmas isn't making me go, high.
but it feels dull... i wish i wasn't a singaporean.But a caucasian, so Christmas wouldn't b just any ordinary day.

Christmas this year, was B.O.R.I.N.G.
It was supoose to be fun.
at least i thot it would be cause i planned it.
But it was way worst than 'CRAP'
Met the guys at town area,
had subway before meeting some other peeps.
got the tickets, and headed for a countdown party.
Seriously, i was pretty excited and couldn't wait for it to start.
only to be extremely disappointed with the whole fucking shyt!
it was like throwing 16bucks into the sea.
(anyway, gus i'm really sorry for dragging u guys down with me.)

Decided to leave the place early and head to some other place.
slacked for awhile untill one of my friend's friend got into trouble.
then we had the wonderful policemens
who wasted our fucking time on christmas!
fuck them.
so we had to wait for our friends to be released.
fuck!
when they were finally over, it was already 3++ am
so we took a night rider to my house.
Jervis, Gary, Ivan and his girl came over.
went to my house area to have breakfast, before heading to my house.

Then Jervis started 'Crapping'.
and everyone was just laughing and laughing.
at least this was the part where christmas was "much better"
Wanted to mahjong , but Ivan fell alseep.
so Jervis , Gary and i went to walk my dog.
& they had to leave after we came back.
and i went to bed....

wanted to go out today.
but my mum didn't want to =.=
damn! fuck fuck fuck!
so i stayed home the whole fucking day.
Hope there will be something/somewhere for me to go.
for the upcoming days before school reopens.


i'd sit under the christmas tree waiting for you to arrive...


MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Labels: santa can you hear me?

Sitting on the floor, waiting anxiously for the results.
was like - crap.


To thsoe who din make it, don't be dishearten. its not the end(: work harder!
(sorry for the pathetic encouragement, i dont know what else to say.
cause if i was in ur shoes. i'd go mental. )


i mean, i hate to fail ;who doesn't.
Then there are people around me, who had already made plans if they don't make it to sec 5.
in accounting terms(POA) - its called "Prudence Principle."
But i just can't think of what i would actually do if i fail.
i would break down, thats for sure.
then what?
i really don't know....

anways!
i would like to congratulate those who has successfully made it to secondary 5!!!!
Its really an something worth celebrating for.
considering that, its a moment we had been waiting for.
and that we worked hard for it.
so yes, we ought to celebrate our "promotion"

MOURNTHE LOSSES, CAUSE THERE ARE MANY.
BUT CELEBRATE THE VICTORIES, CAUSE THERE ARE A FEW.



just so you know,
it has actually been very long since we last hang out.
but if you don't even care, then this distant between us is just going to keep growing & growing.
And one day, we might just end up walk pass each other,
without even bothering to say "HI"
But if you can't be bothered, queest-ce que je peux dire ?

Labels: con te partiro

Its bad when you annoy yourself.
so irritating.
don't wanna be my friend no more.
i wanna be somebody else.