i don't wana blog about my daily life now.
cuz its stagnant.
there's nothing much to it.
unless you dig hard enough.


why do we get upset?
in this world, where everything changes as the world revolve.
Things come and pass by us so quickly.
& sometimes when we look back, we just question ourselves.

we wear a mask every now and then.
we keep a secret.
we try to aviod the inevitable.
but how long can we hold on to it.
you never know.....



i guess i do not need to always make a intro about what i am playing.
u have eyes. u can read.
load it i want.
hear it if u want.
i don't upoad songs which are not pleasing to my ears.
i'm not dumb.
so if u don't like it.
hi(:



WHAT ABOUT NOW - CHRIS DAUGHTRY.

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Friends are like melons; shall I tell you why? To find one good you must one hundred try.

What is your definition for 'Friendship'
isit something that causally comes out of ur mouth?
but means nothing much.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

i miss someone, whom i don't know either.
and i miss england.

nights

okay, yup its been super long since i last blogged.
i have been busy/lazy.
homeworks,gymanstics,myself.
we will be having a performance on the following sat.
so we will have to think of a nice performance to please over 800 people.
and we only get to start our practice at 4 plus,
and it ends ard 6plus to 7 plus.
so by the time i reach home, i would be super beat.
and there is still homeworkafterhomework .


sigh, looking back now, 3 years have passed by so quickly.
And soon 4.
then it would be my N'lvls and then my final MAJOR exam.
O'lvls.
time flies. really.
it is already friday, and it seemed like i just blog my previous post yesterday.
There are many pictures i ought to upload.
But forgive me, its just too tiring.
and SOOOO soooo many.
maybe when i really have nothing to do i would upload them.

My oral exmination is next week.
and i am so freaking scared/nervous.
veryveryscaredandnervous.


what do you do when someone really pisses you off so badly.
or something just happens, or it just never happens .
and it just makes you go sad/crazy/emotional/mad?
if you get what i mean.

i want to get out of my own life, and live someone elses life.
i want to break someone's finger.
i want to pour lemon juice on wounds.
i want to punch the wall so hard, and be numbed from everything.
i want to make all the pain go away, or at least just have them 'externally'.
i just smile.
-justbeingrandom-

i'm tired.





So close - Jon Mclaughlin.

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far