HAPPY HOLLOWEEN!!!!
i have actually never celebrated holloween , ever...
hmmm. my family dun practice trick or treats, neither do my friends.
or so i thought......
cause, today Shaun & Shaun asked me if i wanted to go T & T with them.
well i wanted to go , cause i have not been/ tried before.
But i was beat, i came home after gymnastic around 5.
still with a empty stomach , cause i skipped lunch.!
ate my dinner and slept till 9.
futhermore, i don't have a costume to wear=(

i am so super excited!!!
'cause we(gym members) are going to Bishan sports hall on monday to train!
that means i get do floor stunts!
And go wild!!!!
Can't waittt!!!
**cross fingers - i do not want to get myself injured!**


i dance!
guessed i have never actually mentioned it in my blog.
yeah i dance, and on the 16th november i'm going to malaysia to compete.
i'm nervous but at the same time , so ever ready to compete.
i'm gonna give it my all and see how it goes.
i'm gonna overcome my stage fright!
And just have fun on the dance floor!
i'm gonna look at the audience and SMILE(:




nights, and happy holloween once again(:





as much as love gymnastics.

i hate to wake up early in the morning!
especially, when the morning is all chilly and cool.
DAMN!

Gym training have been tough and productive lately, so to say.
cause we couldn't use the tramp, as the hall are used up by the O'lvl candidates.
so physical training all the way! hooooray.
i wanna train to be an artistic gymnast.
enough of the trampoline already....

i'm hooked on to jazz songs, i don't know why.
Rufus Wainwright, and Sarah Mclachlan.
just slow and nice, it takes you away...



i wanna work hard, i wanna be successful in life.
but "first you've got to have a goal" thats what they say.
what if you're working towards an empty goal?
or a goal you never know if its the reality or possibe to be acheived?

i'm down, and hanging on every minute.
but i'd figured, right before i think of stuffs or go into some daydream.
why not live in the 'Now'
and thats what i'm going to do.


there is always one reason, to feel not good enough....

Everyone who reads my blog
please watch this!
it won't kill to just spare 5 mins of your time.

Vic, if u happen to come across my blog, watch it okay!



so vic , it will still be on our bucket list to go africa one day to help right?(:


Anyway, hats off to Oprah Winfrey who has spent 40 million to build a school in africa.
well, you would say she's a billionair, so 40 million to her is peanuts.
But its more of how you are willing to contribute, make an effort to do all this.
its a big step to take.
i wanna be like her one day.
except in the guy version. haha

nights.
i dunno what to say.
i'm not a very very holy person.
but, God bless those kids.





well, i just received this, frm a friend of mine.
its really something sad.
you know there are people who works so hard or at least , wished , dreamed and hoped that they could go to the States(U.S) to study, or stay there, etc.

Well, in this case its the oppsite of it.
This young lady, who was sent to the states to stduy, wanted to return to singapore to study.
But her father refuse to let her come back or at least wanted her to finish her studies there?
she was very unhappy with her life there, she felt lonely and loss.
with no options left, she decided to commit suicide.
How ironic life can be sometimes huh?.

here's her blog link, its just one last post she made before she left this world.
there's no obligation, feel free to drop her a "Rest In Peace" comment or something.

link : http://valval-life.blogspot.com/

my heart goes out to her and all her loved ones.
i just found this song on youtube,
its slow and nice, and i will like to dedicate it to her...
Rest In Peace.



Angels - Sarah Mclanchlan

first one is the song with lyrics,
sencond one is her singing live.

Labels: in the arms of the angels, may you find some comfort.

BRITNEY SPEARS IS COMING OUT A NEW ALBUM!
ANYWAYS THIS IS ONE OFHER PROMO SONGS!
SUPER NICE!WAHAHAHA


SOME OF ITS IMGAES ARE PREROGATIVE, AND MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR SOME VIEWERS.
HER NEW CD "CIRCUS" WILL FOLLOW IN DECEMBER.

THIS VIDEO IS REALLLY REALLLLLY GOOOD!
WATCH IT!!!!





BRITNEY SPEARS - WOMANIZER

Superstar
Where you from, how's it going?
I know you
Gotta clue whatcha doing
You can play brand new, to all the other chicks out here
But I know what you are, what you are, baby

Look at you
Gettin more than just a re-up
Baby, you
Got all the puppets with their strings up
Fakin like a good one, but I call em like i see em
I know what you are, what you are, baby

Womanizer
Woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh, womanizer
Oh, you're a womanizer, baby
You you you are
You you you are
Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You got me goin
(You)You're oh so charmin
(You)But I can't do it
(You)You womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You say I'm crazy
(You)I gotcha crazy
(You)You're nothin but a
(You)Womanizer

Daddy-o
You've got the swagger of a champion
To bad for you
You just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many, makes it hard, it could be easy
Who you are, that's just who you are, baby

Lollipop
Must mistake me for a sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim, not another
Say you're playin how you want it, but no way I'm never gonna fall for you
Never you, baby

Womanizer
Woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh, womanizer
Oh, you're a womanizer, baby
You you you are
You you you are
Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You got me goin
(You)You're oh so charmin
(You)But I can't do it
(You)You womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You say I'm crazy
(You)I gotcha crazy
(You)You're nothin but a
(You)Womanizer

Maybe if we both lived in a different world (Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer)
It would be all good
And maybe I could be your girl
But I can't so we don't
You

Womanizer
Woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh, womanizer
Oh, you're a womanizer, baby
You you you are
You you you are
Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You got me goin
(You)You're oh so charmin
(You)But I can't do it
(You)You womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You say I'm crazy
(You)I got you crazy
(You)You're nothin but a
(You)Womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

Womanizer
Woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh, womanizer
Oh, you're a womanizer, baby





hey!

roar! still rotting away at home, gotta find something to do.
a job or something...
anyways i'll be busy /packed with gym(: thats goood(:(:

anyways here a old song,
which also is a theme song of "Titanic"
Great song, great movie(:



've been hanging out lately, and with IVAN(:
haha super long since we last hang out, i think if i can remember the last time we actually hang out tgt.
is before i went to UK,which is like freaking long ago!

so here is today's post and for the few days back(:
anyways, I DYED MY HAIR, AND BOUGHT A FIGHTING FISH!(:




- WEDNESDAY , 09.10.2008 -

Woke up when Ivan, called me.
bathed and left the house to meet him at khatib!
We went to amk to dye our hair! wahaha
Dorita, James, Engkiat, Qinghai were already there.
waiting for freaking long to get everything done.

After dying our hair, me and Ivan decide to get fighting fish(:
for fun!
so went waited for Jackson to appear and took a bus down to serangoon north.
a shop called "Rainbow" to get my fish and Ivan got his somewhere beside where i got mine.
after that though it was late, we still had time to kill so we went to EAT! wahahah!
at CHOMCHOM!!

my fishy! wahaha , no name yet...

he looks like my younger brother! ha

Qinghai took the pic!


Ivan took a cab home the rest of us, took a bus home....
end of day.

- MONDAY ( AFTER OUR LAST PAPER) O7.10.2008 -

went back to change and meet Ivan again!
was going to cut my hair!
freaking hell, i told the uncle to cut something different.
guess what it turned out, like what he has always been cutting for me all the time=.=
damnit! should have so went to NK to cut!
and it still looks the freaking same and
ivan says its "THICK=.="

ANYWAYS , if me and ivan go out tgt, we're sure to camwhore and do supid things. haha

-before haircut


LEft Vivo at 9 plus and headed home..(:

screw blogger , fucking hell/shyt!





maybe i should lock my blog.
maybe i should allow only people whom i want to , to read my blog.





before anything/everything.
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO;
MY SIS , MY BRO.
GARY , LIYING.
and all october babies who reads my blog(:

One more paper and i am done with my major exams this year(:
and it will be my holidays!
and i will be going overseas again! YAY!
something that i've been waiting for so long.
time really really flies.

Gosh i can actually remember when i kinda first hang out with the cliques.
read story book during Miss Chee's lesson. ( she talks lallubye)
Taking our prelims,
studying out.
it all feels like not long ago.
& now we're gonna sit for our last paper already.
can't imagine when we graduate from PHS.
everybody going their seperate ways not knowing when we'll meet again.

"Well, thats not true, u can't always contact each other though."
thats what many people will say, its kinda true though.
but come to think of it, someone has to make the initiative.
and would the other person be free?

maybe he/she would be saying like "hey sorry i can't i'm not free"
he just didn't want to, and so (he/she)'s home sleeping.
not to doubt, but you never know.
sometimes you know the truth is there, but you still try in hopes for something different.
only to get back in return, disappointment.

i know if i tell people this , they will either ignore me.
or ignore me.
But i miss England so so so badly.
it feels better to say here than talk to the wall.

I've got no idea what else to blog.
fucking blogger is giving my phucking problems, and i don't know what else to say.
i'm stonning....