joeey-joey!! thats me

2009-11-15T16:50:00.000-08:00

Hellllllo....
this blog is pretty close to dead i'd say.
i ended my final exams this week. so hurray.
haven't decided how imma gonna celebrate it yet.
but i have already spent close to a 100 bucks in 3 days! damn!

BTW I WATCHED THE MOVIE "PARANORMAL ACTIVITY" YESTERDAY.
okay i must say it was scary, but mostly at the last part.
its kinda like a slef-flimed documentary movie, if u get what i mean
so the first few part was like ~~
it wasn't bad , just that the hunting/daunting encounter haven't appear.
the ending was CREEEEEEEPYYYYYY!

Overall its a gooood show i'd say.
i am not really affected by it or becoming paranoid , but i feel really really really sad for Micah, and of course Katie.
Go catch the show and you'll know why.
must watch!

apart from that,
2012! IS A MUST WATCH!!!!!!
2 THUMBS UP!!!!
i swear it a freaking good show with superb graphics!
watch it in digital okay?
i've got no idea why digital , the person asked me ifi wanted it digital, so i said "okay..."
but the fact that it is "digital" , sounds cooler and supposingly better?

okay thats about it folks!
takecare!

2009-09-08T05:46:00.001-07:00

Life is like a hot bath. It feels good while you're in it, but the longer you stay in, the more wrinkled you get.
-- Robbert Oustin

2009-08-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

Hello,

HAPPY HAPPPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY IVAN!!!!!! AND MUNYEEE!! AND CHERIE!
AND JERVIS!!!! IN ADVANCE.

okay there is something wrong with blogger. i can't upload any pics.
okay i'm kinda suppose to be studying but, i shall first finish this post.

There last week nothing much happened, well at least for the weekdays.
It was saturday and there wasn't any lesson.
so the dance people decided to go out!( first time)
so we met at Orchard and ate at Pastecafe.
then headed to Ion and walked around.
DAMN! how i wish i can shop without pricetag! lols
Met some of the dance peeps who were late and ate XingWang!( for the first time)
well, i did eat much, only some dessert and Huixian's baked pasta!( incomparably good!)
Stayed in Ion for awhile and walked around the whole of 1, 2 ,3 and 4th floor before heading home.

So we met again on Sunday! -night.
My clubbing mate (dude and shimin) couldn't make it.
So i went clubbing with Isaac and dancemates. SUPPERCLUB!
The club wasn't very spacious, but it was Damn nice.
One of the nicest club ever. Lavish.They had beds and big fluffy pillows.
And the music was loud!! good thing.
Well the flipside was, the Dj wasn't that good.
Queue, as usual, was loong.

Ended around 3 plus.
Ate cup noodles and waiting for the train to start operating.
Usual routine.
Reached home at 7/8 plus and slept till 2.

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OKAY!
SO TODAY IS MUNYEE'S BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! (DUDE)
SO the gym members decided to throw a surprise birthday party for her.
WAsn't really a surprise , cause she knew we were outside her house.
and she looked stunned when we surprised her.
"i knew it!" was what she said when she opened the door.

So we starting singing birthday song, she made her wish and shaunjohn said,
"Munyee close ur eyes again, we wanna take photo."
Next minute there was cream all over her face!
so she wiped it off and we all gathered and sat in a circle.
first we played "I never".
We drink vodka shots with a mix of some sweet carbonated drinks.
okay, this is actually MY FIRST TIME drinking shots/alcohol.

So we played "i never" from 7++ to 8.30.
it was crazy, we kept drinking and laughing.
some had to leave by 8.30 and we changed our gameplan.
we played "Drink or Dare."
All of us chose dare!
& here was our punishment and the FUNNNNNIEST part:

-Munyee was dared to lick whipcream off shimin's hand.

-Shi Min and Shaun Moo drank Shots.

-I was dared to eat peanuts from Shaun John's Tongue.

-Shaun John was dared to LICK WHIP CREAM OFF SHAUN MOO'S INNNNERRRRR TIGHHHH!

-ISAAC EE WAS DARED TO LICK WHIPCREAM OFF my NIP.

AND ,

-MINLI WAS DARED TO LICK(s) OFF WHIPCREAM FROM MUNYEE'S LIPS AND TEETH!!!

it was crazy , we were laughing like mad.

we "cleared" up the place, and made it worst after that.
we were suppose to head home, so we made toast to one other with non-diluted vodka shots and took group photos.
SHAUNS were extremely high, they started lying on the floor and laughing to idk what.
then munyee joined in to take a photo.

Shaun Moo: "Hey Joey pass me the coke!"
so i rolled the bottle over and next minute.
the coke splashed on Munyee and Shauns.
So everyone started laughing again.
Shaun moo poured more coke on munyee.

So when all of them stood up,
Shaun John tried to carry munyee and they both fell onto the puddle of coke again.
laughters erupted. Shaun John started sliding across the floor.
Almost everyone was highhhh.

Munyee, Shaun J and Isaac started to sing some soccer songs. ( something to do with Torres and munyee's favourite team)
and there was Whipcream on each of their faces again!
We settle down awhile and just talked. not emo talk.
But Shaun Moo was talking alot!
First time after so long since he was this talkative.( the last time i remembered was during Gym training in sec 2/3. )
We took our turns to give the B'dae girl a goodbye hug after that.

WE DRANK THE ENTIRE VODKA IN THE BOTTLE. ( there was 3/4 at first)
This was some crazy shit.
It was the most funniest/craziest/coolest birthday party EVER!!!!
We left about 10 . and thats the end!

nights.
(i'll upload the pics some other time)

2009-08-05T22:39:00.000-07:00

Hello,
haven't been blogging lately.
been pretty busy, i guess.

Let me sum up for all of the days i didn't blog...
Went to Hillsong Concert. its my first ever concert!
it was greaat!
Met up with Jervis after a loonnngg time again.
( P.S. hey i am looking forward to the bag pack travel(: )
Watched a show at the Esplanade( Sing Dollar), with my sis and her boyfriend.
My mum bought us the ticks, but she did not go. lols.

what else...
i can't remember anything else.
the rest of the time were spent on studying , tuitions and sleeping.
i dun feel stressed out yet, i only wish whatever i study gets into my head. sigh
"Its not the quantity(time)that matter, but the quality( that gets into ur head)" quoting from a teacher.

Gotta study for SS now.
hope everything goes into my head.
nights.

- I will try to blog more often.

2009-07-24T01:30:00.000-07:00

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody.

So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by.

No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.

2009-07-16T23:53:00.000-07:00

hi world.
its exam week .
and i have not been putting in my 100% effort.
tml is my last paper.
sigh...

'll update again...

2009-06-26T00:44:00.000-07:00

okay, apparently school is starting next week.
And i am not in a study mood, nor have i done much studying.
this means, i don't think i will do well for my prelims 1. damn.
Chemistry feels so foreign to me all of a sudden, like i have nvr read a single topic before...
this is shit.

Btw, Chinese O lvl oral and listening is like next week, and i have no idea which day am i taking the exams.
i am fucking screwed. i am scared.

Went to SENTOSA today.
was suppose to go in a bigger group, but some of the peeps couldn't make it.
so we went in a group of 5.
AND i am TAN, after years/months of i don't wanna be tan,
i am now...
inevitable.
Well at least i am not so dark, moderate.
played volleyball, and swam/ stayed in the sea.
burried my friend, backsomer/frontsomer off people's shoulder and float around.
Went to Newton circle to eat after that.
Ate Seafood(zhi cha) . i damnnnn full, very statisfied.
took the train home.(of course)

LoL. i can't wait for the second time...

if i only could have 'em all

2009-06-20T15:05:00.000-07:00

hi world.
idk who on earth actualy reads my blog though.

lets see,
during the holidays that i did not post.
- i went out with Shihqian and isaac to celebrate SQ b'lated birthday at NYDC.
(it was a great time, and actually the first time i hang out with her since 5 years.
got ourselves, a very oldschool, friendship band. Well at least its has a significance to it)
- i studied with some friends at the esplanade.
- i had tuitions, which i dislike/dread.
-participated in a arguement/debate with a goodfriends's cousin ,on her tagbox-.-
( ultra retarded)
thats pretty much about it.
oh i and come online and... youtube.

i have lesson later, and i have a event tml.
sigh.
i wanna get myself that golden plated trophy, but its like so intangible.
and its like i need a ladder to actually reach it.
its tiresome.

my cousin will be crashing over later, its gonnabe coool....
peace.

2009-06-11T21:46:00.000-07:00

Went out to study with Gary and Kartika today.
wasn't productive at all.
suck.
i wasn't in a studying mood at all.
did some poa, and tried to do my ever-so-difficult math tuition homework.
i have to submit my tuiton hmk by sat, and i am so dead.
Cause its so diff.
math is SO DIFFICULT. damn!

Slacked after we finished a school's poa paper.
Talked to Kartika.
Gary was busy doing math.
Me and Kartika left first , cause Gary wanted to stay longer.

will try studying with them again sometime next week.
Hope it will be much/wayyyy better.

2009-06-10T17:51:00.000-07:00

Finally!
this is kinda a late post, but,
Went to St James last sunday...
Met Isaac, munyee, liying and sharlyn at amk station.
and trained all the way down to Vivo.
ate burger kings for dinner and when straight to Stjames.

Fuck, we reached there early thinking,
okay we won't have to deal with super long queues,
but thanks to queue-cutters, we lined up for close to 2 hours.
but we cut queue in the end. lols
i know its inconsiderate, but its extremely tiresome to queue and watch a big group cut infront for u.
shimin and her friends were infront, and were kind enough to let us cut in.
so yuppp...
Went in to Stjames, and it was superduper croweded!
squeeze into the center and started dancing.

Wanted to sneak in to dragonfly, but apparently there were bouncers! damn!!!!
caught a glimps of movida, something Karen told me about.
it was really nice inside.
went back to powerhouse.

This is not St James. random pic.

organisers rearranged the tables. fuck.
so all the big tables were in the center.
this meant that there is limited space on the dancefloor.
partied till 4.
songs ended with Get Low, Right Now(na na na)and Womanizer!
its always nice/good/fantastic if a club ends with one of the above song, or So What.
still I think that the first club me , munyee, shimin and isaac went , had the best DJ ever.
and i meant it! best ever!
he remixed alots of songs, so no songs are played full.
which is good, cause u dun get tired of the songs.
but the last song ended with Get Low(full).
it was at Zouk. and they have the best sound system ever!
though its small.

liying.

theres isaac(far left) and munyee. resting.

some took cab home with shimin's friends.
so the rest of us slacked outside Vivo for the first train.
ate Macs for breakfast!
damn, i am still craving for Hotcakes...

can't wait for another club or two, before i am back to school.
and i have to study hard hard hard, till end of O's.
(:

2009-06-07T00:19:00.000-07:00

Hellooo.
Went to Clarice/Ivan's gf condo yesterday.
basketball, gym(thou i am soooo skinny) and SWIM.
haha it was fun, considering i hve not swam for , what seemed like, ages

idk how long was it since i actually went to kovan melody.
very very long i guess, like a year or two?
last time i went was with jer, vic, ivan, and gary.
The Skinny Jeans season.
but nvr been back there after school reopens.
guess everone is tied up with schools and stuff.
well, at least we got back there again, thou we're still missing Jervis.
this time there were more people who went.
there was :
Shaun, Mengchao, Wanhao
Jerome, ME, Victor,
Youlim, Danny, Ivan
Jennifer, Gary, TerenceJude
WeiYank, Jonathan, TzeWei
Clarence and Darry.

thats a load, and i have never been out with such a big group, other than class excursions.
but it was fun.
we splash into the pool and stayed for 2 to 3 hours, doing nonsense.
some of us went to the slide and do stupid/funny stuff.
intheend, got chased away by the security for obvious reasons.

so we took our shower and went to eat.
at pungol nasilemak there, but i din eat nasilemak, i ate hokkien mee.
the mee was not very good, and the nasilemak was overrated.
and homesweethome.

overall, it was good, kinda like a break from school.

2009-06-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

HEELLLOOO to anyone out there who actually still read my blog.
its been a super long time since i last post.
idk what to post, and i was busy with school work so to say.
well, its holidays now, though i still have to go back school for 2 weeks.
but at least i am not having a tight schedule.
i can't wait for this sunday! ha
i willl update y'll again.

went out with my cuz yesterday.
went to a bookfair.
it was suppose to be SINGAPORE BOOK FAIR.
but i was super unproductive.
we bought no books,none.
crap.
they had little variety, and certain books are still expensive.
i'd rather go borders.

ATE at THAIEXPRESS!!! wahahaha, after soooo long.
its just kinda like a tradition we do, whenever we meet,i guess?
took a few pictures.( post them some other time.)
we talked alot.
mostly, friends, frienemies, relationships and stuffs.

2009-04-30T01:15:00.000-07:00

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.

You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.

Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and

it will come true.

2009-04-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

damn okay, i hate the idea of having to "greet/start" before i post .
-First and foremost, i would like to apologies for screwing up during the Gymnastic's competition.
i know it was totally stupid, and fucking dumb of me to do so.

Secondly, i miss clubbing!

i miss my clubbing go-ers/partners! (when r we actually gonna hang out again?)=(

i miss the blaring musics , the jumping , and just moving to every beat without giving a shyt about anything, nothing, just for once.

To get away. To Get lost.
Ugh.

stagnant. monotonous. boring.
probably sums up the whole of this week, last week, and the weeeks before.
its the same thing/routine over and over again.
i need something , to spark up thy bleakish weeeks.
seriously.
Anyways i really need to start studying.
i've been slacking so much i feel like i'm falling off the train already.
i've got so many catching ups to do, so many many doubts to clear up.
but i'm not doing anything.
just letting it all pile up.
Sigh, sometimes i just wanna let it all go, give up studying.
cause right now i don't see the point of it.
my mind seemed so dead now, so drifted, so empty.
iwantstarbucksnow.

Anyways,
Cherie thanks for being by my side in school, most of the times.
haha, thanks for tolerating my odd-timing mood swings.
i know.
its sickening how we have our Tuesday's blues and Thursday's blues, because we ain't in the same recess.
Thanks for opening up to me about everything.
appreciate it.
OH and next time when u wanna text me a "thanksgiving speech",
tell me before hand ok cause i wouldn't know how to react to it.
(:
heebiejeebiesnakedCclalamaristillsuckbahamasfrenchfriesbyebye.

2009-04-02T00:36:00.000-07:00

There is a boundary to men's passions when they act from feelings; but non ewhen they are under the influence of imagination.

2009-03-29T00:13:00.000-07:00

i could use a hug.

2009-02-17T21:25:00.000-08:00

okay, i'm too lazy to typed out everything that happened on Valentine's.
cause if i do, as interesting as it is to me, it won't be interesting to you.

So let me summaries.
Wentt out with Jervis after sooooo long.
its nice hanging out with him, cause there is always laughter, and not some dull boring , irritating day...
Met up with Isaac, Vanessa, Jasmine.
Had our dinner together, and slacked at Suntec'c Starbucks till it was 11++ pm.
Met up with Munyee and Clarice , and took the train home.

Guess what?
-.- i fucking overslept! damn!
Munyee woke me up , when she alighted, one stop before mine.
but i doze off again, which ended me up at kranji, the last stop for the day=.-
And saw KaLiang, my school's alumni, haha, had overslept too!
YAY so we cab home tgt.
LOL.

Oh, Jervis and I got a Valentine's day gift from Agnes V.
speaking of which.
i would like to thank all those who gave me and wished me
HAPPY VALENTINE'S.
thanks alot, though i may not be close to some, but greatly appreciate your effort.

yup, that should be about it....
happy belated Valentine's ....

okay , now update on school.
1)I've been hanging out with Cherie lately, alot!
2) Common test this week, i think i am going to flunk every subjects... lols.
3)i've been listening in class, and i really hope i don't slacken off any sooner.

2009-01-31T20:29:00.000-08:00

i know i've not been blogging consistently.
but i've been tied up with mound of works and tests.
and this week i've not been studying out.
which i am going to do; have to do next week.
i coping well, i hope.

Chinese New Year....
its lacking of atmosphere , its lacking of red packets, its lacking of friends coming over
and above all , its lacking of ahgong.
Chinese New Year is never the same without him.
then again, what if he is still here?
it'd still be left at home, while we do our routine visits.
and collect our red packets merrily.
sigh- sigh -sigh....
i wished everyone would stop getting old at 40.
anyways, Chinese New Year was ruined by the fact that there is no chu 3
cause there had to be school.
totally baffled by the way those people chose the date. really bad choice.
But just so you know, there was an eclipse on monday.
i didn't manage to catch a glimpse of it, which i so desperately want to, but my friends did.

Anyways, there are so many, many movies i want to catch.
but i guess the moment i made i my mind to watch them, there won't be anymore of it.
i keep saying i want to, but i am so lazy to.=.=
maybe i should get all the dvds from m'sia and camp at home.
movie marathon!

i've gtg, i'll update about school's and stuff.
takecare y'all

HAPPY 2009!!

2009-01-17T23:40:00.000-08:00

well, goodbye 2008
and
HELLO 2009!!
wow its a new year already huh! hah.

okay blogging about an event or something.
almost feel difficult. seriously.
it takes pretty long for me to blog out something.
i'm always stuck!
can't seem get the word out sometimes. if you get what i mean.
that explains.
i'm lacking behind. i know.
i think almost all bloggers out there has already, blogged their "new year post."
saying how they they spent it, how time flies , their new year's resolution , what they did in the past, blahBLAHblah....
haha, i'm just kiddin!
- speaking of which
i'm actually thinking of a new year's resolution, written. (/)
i've never written one before, so i'm giving it a shot,

You know it didn't seemed that long ago, when i came about to know "theCliques"
well, but it has been already around 2 years, give or take.
but its been really great, you know. Its like hangin out with people which
i never thought i would.

come to think of it, i'm acutally like...... lucky.
i mean easily i could have been an 'outcast' in my class, and not have friends to hang with during the holidays.
i remember the first time when i was going to meet "theCliques" peeps, i was @#$%^&* nervous.
so i msg Stella, to get my feel good fix. [anyway thanks a million, starelah.]
it was back in 2007 when this "clique" was formed, & we pratically hung out almost everyday, rain or shine.
And though we might not have any plans, we'd still hang out.
do the "slack around" thing and just watched the day goes by.
its really cool.

Well but things are, sort of, different now.
lets jsut say, maybe we have other stuffs which we need to focus on.[like our studies ( O'lvls)]
i guess its only natural that certain people/things come and go.
cause there is always something/someone better out there....

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.
.

i still can remember vaguely, back when i was still young.
my cousin and i weren't really close.
Remembered she used to come over every week, our parents would mahjong , and we'd just sit in my room and talk/crap.

there was this once, she came over and i was "doing" my chinese.
so she offered to help.
and i was ignorant and didn't even give a shyt.
so she gave me a lecture.
like they said "girls mature much faster than boys, so yeah..."
anyways i wanted to tape her mouth then.
but i just kept quiet, like an innocent boy being reprimanded by his mother(:

Roughly a year back, i was walking to the train station with my cousin.
well, back then she was still unattatched.
so she told me "i am going to die a nun." jokingly.
i looked at her and started laughing.
and figured,
"hmmm, well so am i..."

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.
.

Yes and so it will be the New Year for the chinese....
idk why we have to seperate it , but it a good thing.
we get free incomes! haha
but this year, i won't be celebrating.
Firstly, there won't be a "chu 3" cause its school day.
Secondly, i can't celebrate cause my grandpa passed away.

It was few months back that Grandpa passed away.
He may be someone whom i may not have communicate much with.
But is someone whom i loved dearly.
i mean how can u not? afterall my Granpa looked after me even before i started preschool.

Reminiscing, i remembered there was this once,
i was playing with this stray dog.
i was chasing it everwhere it ran, touching it.
& i think he got bored with what he was doing,
so for a change, he decided to chase after me instead!
i got scared out of my wits, i stood up and started to run!
i ran towards my dad's car and hopped in.

"An chua?" my Grandpa asked in hokkien.
and with the tears streaming down, i replied " WU GAO AI KA WA!" haha.
So he stepped out of the car, took off his slipper, and ran after the dog while swearing in dilect.
i think i heard his saying "ka ni na..." . if i'm not wrong.
haha.=(

I remembered when i was still living in my Grandparents house.
i had a BOX full of toys. that belongs to no one else but me!(:
so everytime i got bored ,
i'd spill everything out and start playing.
if not, i'd run around the house/ find something to do.
_Fyi. I was a super roundy boy when i was young.
haha and i had gotten quite a few nicknames along the way.
which my aunts still use them to call me(:
ask me and i'll tell u.

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.
.
.
.
Alright, enough of the past, lets talk about "MY" New Year.
Went out with Vic, on new year's eve, to get our New backpack!
From NewUrbanMale! and seriously their stuffs are freaking over-rated.
$130 for a bagpack? its simply day light robbery=.=
but we still bought it.
and they had this :"Threesome for Freesome." sounds wrong but it was suppose to mean, buy 3 get one free.(:
so we end up getting 2 bags, 1 T- shirt, and a pairs of slippers.
and i left, Vic joined the other floorballers.

Took a cab down to Furama riverfront Hotel.
Had New Years celebration there(:
Though wasn't as sucky compared to last year, it was still bad.
i mean the DJ had way better songs but he didn't want to play it.
WTF!!!! so we danced and danced and soon got bored of it.
we always start off in a small circle, then end up forming a bigggg one.
so people start pushing people into the circle to dance.
& I DON'T REALLY LIKE GOING IN, CAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!
but it was okay, cause there are friends.....

so yeah , i did have fun(:

I did 2 performace, i sortof screwed jive at the ending,
but its cool , wasn't that bad [i guess].
Ended reallly early this year!-.-
invited my maledacemates to crash over at my place.
drank,slept,mahjong,end.

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.
.

And so finally its School again! goshhhhhhh.

Term started 2 weeks ago.
well, i'm going at a pretty fine pace, so to say.
But i'm kinda struggling in chinese which is freaking me out.
Otherwise everything's cool, just that i need more more more sleep!
& its my final year! and i want to do well for my O' levels.
So no matter what, i'm gonna mug hard!
cause i'm gonna get muahself a good result(:
& this year will be a better year, for me and everyone.

okay... i'll end here.
takcare.
HAPPYNEWYEAR!2009!

2008-12-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

it'd just nice to be able to walk down the street,
see colourful lightings hung outside houses.
and right in every cozy house lies a nicely decorated Christmas tree.
Tables filled with a scrumptious spread.
faces of family and friends ,full of smiles, bringing up the atmosphere.
enjoying every moment of it, of Christmas.
and every year,
Christmas would be something u anticipate...

just somehow, the thought of christmas isn't making me go, high.
but it feels dull... i wish i wasn't a singaporean.But a caucasian, so Christmas wouldn't b just any ordinary day.

Christmas this year, was B.O.R.I.N.G.
It was supoose to be fun.
at least i thot it would be cause i planned it.
But it was way worst than 'CRAP'
Met the guys at town area,
had subway before meeting some other peeps.
got the tickets, and headed for a countdown party.
Seriously, i was pretty excited and couldn't wait for it to start.
only to be extremely disappointed with the whole fucking shyt!
it was like throwing 16bucks into the sea.
(anyway, gus i'm really sorry for dragging u guys down with me.)

Decided to leave the place early and head to some other place.
slacked for awhile untill one of my friend's friend got into trouble.
then we had the wonderful policemens
who wasted our fucking time on christmas!
fuck them.
so we had to wait for our friends to be released.
fuck!
when they were finally over, it was already 3++ am
so we took a night rider to my house.
Jervis, Gary, Ivan and his girl came over.
went to my house area to have breakfast, before heading to my house.

Then Jervis started 'Crapping'.
and everyone was just laughing and laughing.
at least this was the part where christmas was "much better"
Wanted to mahjong , but Ivan fell alseep.
so Jervis , Gary and i went to walk my dog.
& they had to leave after we came back.
and i went to bed....

wanted to go out today.
but my mum didn't want to =.=
damn! fuck fuck fuck!
so i stayed home the whole fucking day.
Hope there will be something/somewhere for me to go.
for the upcoming days before school reopens.

i'd sit under the christmas tree waiting for you to arrive...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

N's over!

2008-12-21T16:33:00.000-08:00

Sitting on the floor, waiting anxiously for the results.
was like - crap.

To thsoe who din make it, don't be dishearten. its not the end(: work harder!
(sorry for the pathetic encouragement, i dont know what else to say.
cause if i was in ur shoes. i'd go mental. )

i mean, i hate to fail ;who doesn't.
Then there are people around me, who had already made plans if they don't make it to sec 5.
in accounting terms(POA) - its called "Prudence Principle."
But i just can't think of what i would actually do if i fail.
i would break down, thats for sure.
then what?
i really don't know....

anways!
i would like to congratulate those who has successfully made it to secondary 5!!!!
Its really an something worth celebrating for.
considering that, its a moment we had been waiting for.
and that we worked hard for it.
so yes, we ought to celebrate our "promotion"

MOURNTHE LOSSES, CAUSE THERE ARE MANY.
BUT CELEBRATE THE VICTORIES, CAUSE THERE ARE A FEW.

just so you know,
it has actually been very long since we last hang out.
but if you don't even care, then this distant between us is just going to keep growing & growing.
And one day, we might just end up walk pass each other,
without even bothering to say "HI"
But if you can't be bothered, queest-ce que je peux dire ?

2008-12-18T01:00:00.000-08:00

Its bad when you annoy yourself.
so irritating.
don't wanna be my friend no more.
i wanna be somebody else.

THE PULUA UBIN TRIP.

2008-11-26T14:21:00.000-08:00

AMAZING.

alright, i came back from Pulau Ubin yesterday.
i was so freaking tired , i took a bath and slept straight away.
i slept from 5.30 to 10.
when my maid work me up , asking me to eat my dinner.
so i went back to bed at 10.30 after i finished my dinner and slept all the way till 8.35 this morning.
cause i had gymnastics. damn!
and gym today was crappy, the was something wrong witht he trampoline.
so i didn't want to jump on it.

-MONDAY-
Had gym at BSH, at 8am.
ended at 10am, and headed straight to suntec.
CARREFOUR, to get some stuffs prior to our overnight stay at Pulau Ubin.
the journey was loooooonnnggg.
had to take the train, then a bus and lastly a bumboat .
which we had to wait, at least for 12 passengers, before our bumboat can take off.

so we reached Pulua Ubin, and went to the police station to report.
and went to our campsite to settle our stuffs.
pitch the 2 tents up and laid our bags inside.
btw, there were only 3 people.
which is Shaun Moo, Shaun John and Me.
so the three of us went to rent a bike, $10, for 2 days.
and started cycling around to gather dry leaves and wood/branches.
which were essential for our campfire.

Shaun Moo brought mess tin, which enables us to cook,
settle our dinner and so on.
Had some hotdogs, before we went to the beach.
and to gather more woods.
damn, "this is fun" i thought.
that is untill...

we went to take a shower at the toilet, which was quite a distant.
so we had to cycle.
bath using the water from the tap, cause there ain't any shower rooms.
so had to bear with it.
Headed back to our campsite after that, and started cooking.
MAGGIE MEE! with eggs, and we totally left out the vegetables we bought.
damn, urghhhh....

sleeping was the hardest part , i swear.
it a freaking hot at first, so we kept fidgeting,
then it sarts to get better, untill the bloodsuckers came.
damn, if i had a flamethrower, i swear i'd burn their heads and butts off.
geeez!
.
so while tring to get some rest, we kept scratching.
And you couldn't even get a goodrest.
despite the bloodsuckers, Shaun Moo and I was worried
that some wild animals( mainly the wild boars)
might barged in.
so you'd be awaken by any movement around.
Shaun J was busy entering his "i can sleep through anything mode."
and time pass crappyhell slowy.
i woke up , annoyed by the fucking itch and looked at my watch.
damn i was praying time had pass by hours.

"2.30! WHATTHEFUCKINGSHYT!?!?!"
and from what i remembered the last time i look at my watch it was 2.
damn!!!!!
then 3am, 3.30am, 4.am.
i was so about to kill myslef, when i finally kncked off.

then at 5am, the 2 shauns started moving around.
cause lightnings were sweeping through the clouds.
they moved around the tent, trying to make sure if it rains, water doesn't seep in.
i think i was the only one who managed to sleep, when they were worried about the rain.
... but it didn't...
i had my face out in the open, exposed to the air, and all the bloodsuckers
for the whole time.
'cause i was tired of the heat , and the itches on my feet.
but luckily, there weren't any stings on my face!
wahaha!

woke up at aroun 8 plus, and ate breakfast with Shaun Moo first.
Shaun J, was still sleeping.
Had Scrambed eggs- without salt
and bread with Nutella spread(:
Oh! and Hot chocolate!

When all was awake, and taken our breakfast.
we went cycling for a few hours
and headed back to e campsite and packed our stuffs.
took the same route back as we came.
2 hours....

reached home, bath and slept.
YAY, we're gonna have another one.
ony this time, there will be more people.
the GYMNASTS!

2008-11-19T00:57:00.000-08:00

sometimes, i wish i had the ability to fly, to teleport, to mutate
to...to... ... disappear.
even if its momentarily.

it'd be good enough,

good enough...

2008-11-18T22:42:00.000-08:00

I'm back from malaysia.
back from my condom sponsered competition.
went for a dance competition in malaysia, muah.
and it was sponsered by 'Playsafe' and all of us got a box of condom.
haha.
its crappy but very interesting for a table gift.

Went to the competition place in a nervous state.
its like u're so ever ready to compete, u have been waiting for this moment.
and u just want to give it ur all, and to have fun.
but somehow the nervousness in you drowns everything away.
u start to feel weak, nervous and tired.
i always feel tired, whenever i am nervous and just finish a simple warm-up or so.
but then i kept repeating this to myself..

haha and surprisingly, my cousin knows this too.
haha, that means i'm slow....
well, "courage is not the absence of fear. but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear."
"so whats more important than fear right now, joey?"
and that is "to do well."

And so, i dd my best on the dancefloor,
i superseded my fear with the urge of doing well.
and i'm happy.
at least for once, my teacher did not say.
"he scared untill his face turn green green"( in hokkien)
i duno why. haha

i think i have a very poor stamina.
i am always exhuasted halfway through every dance.
but somehow u still have to muster up ur energy and continue.
cause u dun wanna get kicked out before ur finals.
or to get a last placing.

So i competed in 3 events.
got second for 2nd for 2 events, and 4th for 1 event.
standing there waiting for the results,
is more crappy than dancing.
its like u're kept in suspense,
and its eating u up inside.
- ur heart pounds faster and harder u could feel it in ur mouth.

i kept squeezing my partner's hand.
ad u keep pleading to yourself, after every position is called.
it goes like...
And the sixth placing goes to ...
"please let it not be , me." squeezing my partner's hand harder.

And each time when u are not called, you sigh.
breathe and relaxed a little.
then the whole process repeats again untill u are called to which ever placing.

then it all came down to the first and second position.

And me, my partner, my cousin and my cousin's partner were all smiling, laughing and hugging each other.

we were so happy that for once, we are not getting any last placing.

i got second and my couzz got first.

as much as u're proud of me couz, i am very proud of you also.

we did our very best.

so don't ever say u dun derserve it cause, if thats the case,

then no one deserve it either.

it'd be unfair if put in equal effort as others, yet u don't stand a chanc in winning.

i would rather have my cousin getting the top placing than some outsider.

ignore what others say. cause you're good , and you're my couzie(:

ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-04T23:55:00.000-08:00

In case u didn't know.
its my birthday today!
yes, 4th november.
and i wanna thank all those who texted me and commented me on friendster.
wishing me a happy birthday, and the sweet comments.

THANK YOU ALL, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.
ALOT(:

so lemme tell u how i spend my day.

- woke up at 1 this morning.
thought i had dance lesson, but nope it wasn't.
i had gymnastic.
went to bath, changed and went out of my house.

gym was okay today, at least i din slack as much as i used to.
but the sad thing was, we had little physical training today.
i was expecting more, but the hall was available today.
so we jumped the trampoline.
gym ended at 4.
Shaun Moo and i went to the back of the school to eat.
as we both skipped our lunch.
and we headed home.

Reached home, tired as usual.
went to peee(:
and brought my dog down for a walk.
he was sticking to me the whole time, usually he will just roam around.(he knows the place at his claws' tip.i always bring him to the same park.)
bcause it just rained, and he was still scared.
yes, my dog is afraid of rain, terrified of thunder.
and shivers everytime there is a rain.
so we walked for awhile and went home.

"Sana , can you help me to wash Brady's leg? Thank you"
haha , i'm a very lazy person.
so i sat on the sofa, and played psp with my brother.
i don't own a psp, cause i don't want it.
i used my sis'.
you know the game where u have to press the buttons, when the note reaches the bottom?
i don't know what it is, everyone's playing it.
its fun, and some songs are nice.

Took my dinner, went to bath.
and went online.
so i thought i was gonna spend my birthday like that.
and before u know it.
its gonna be 12am, a new day and my birhday , just passed by like any other day.
wasn't my ideal way of spending my 1th bithday.
but i didn't have any better idea on how i would spend it.
so let it be...

here's the cool part!

-then my mum came into my room and asked me out.
"faster! daddy's angry"
DAMN! and i could read her mind imediately!
i stood up and she was smiling cheekily.
i grab the wall and told her i'm not going out.
and she dragg me out.
IT WAS A BIRTHDAY CAKE! i knew it!!!!
i'm touched.
but i am not a big fan for birthday cakes.
as a matter of fact, i hate birthday cakes and songs!( but i love eating)
badly.
cause i dun like sitting/standing there, and hear people sing,
i will blush very VERY very badly.
and my whole body will practically freeze , for i don't know what to do ,
or how to repond to it.
i will just stand there and smile/laugh, but u can tell i'm forcing it.
i will quickly make a wish, blow the candles.
and thank God it over.
*take in deep breaths.

BUT, thankfully my family din sing(:
idk why.
i leaned my elbows on the table.
clasp my hands together, closed my eyes.
made a wish, and blew the candles.
YAY and i'm a happy boy!!!!!!
though there wasn't a BIG celebration!
but i am happy and contented.
Very(:
and it was "THE BEST CAKE " ever
haha, it is topped with a thin layer of cream, and the rest are ice-creams.
vanilla, chocolate and strawberry. respestively.
- from my bro and my sis!
yay! haha thanks sis!(:
and my brother!

went back to my com, and my couz talked to me.
asked me to read her post.
and boy! it as really, really um..
how do you put it to words.....
-haha its was very nice, sweet, touching and ... nice.
thanks alot couz.
reallly realllly appreciate it(:
i will cut my hair.
in fact, i will have to cut it, cause my school doesn't allow long fringe.
but thats when school reopens(:
haha, but i will cut it luh!

oh gosh! my birthday is gonna end in 5 mins=(((((
once in a year.
and its gone in a blink!
just like any other day....

once again! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYSELF(:
may all my wishes come true!
wahahaha (:
nightss.
(((=

2008-11-03T22:42:00.000-08:00

i got macgridles this morning! wahaha!
had to leave the house early cause , there was training at bishan sports hall.
EARLY IN THE MORNING! DAMN!!!!

reached there late, as usual.
did a little warm ups and went running around.
tried almost every equipment.
its been ages since i went to BSH.
plus it was so early, there wasn't any outsiders.
so who cares even if u went berserk.

"i'm not trying to pour cold water on you guys... ..." he explained.( in chinese)
but it was obviously what he was doing.
hopes of training artistic, and maybe to compete.
was crushed by him
winning top 4 was no longer an aim....
but damn! what can i say.

"how i wish we din't even start off with tramp"i told shaun
it wasn't even a good thing to begin with....
then the national team 2 came in to train.
how i wanted to dig a hole on the sport, and lay there.
they were really good, build and .... everything.
geeez, bangthewall.

"you know who i am or not??!!??" an old coach of ours used to quote.
"how the fuck do we know, guess what?! we don't care!" and our ignorant replies.
next thing you know,
he is no longer our coach,
and he is one of the JUDGE for our tramp competition.
damn! why din we cherish him and detested him so much??
at least he trained us for floor, and all gym related stuff.
expect tramp!
we should have sticked to that.

"blessings in disguise.." shaun said.
so now we are freaking stuck to tramp.
sigh.
well, whats done is done.
so we'll just have to work hard for it.
i love physical training.
when ur muscles all aches and everything(:

what would you do if you knew you could not fail?

2008-11-02T01:15:00.002-07:00

What would you do if you knew you could not fail? It’s an interesting question and one that definitely gets the creative thought process started. Take the fear of failure out of the way and a whole new world opens up and boy oh boy it’s full of possibilities.
There are lots of people that are stuck in their lives. They dream of a better job, a different living situation or perhaps a return to school. I always wanted to write a book or learn to paint you might quietly think to yourself. As you daydream about these things a little spark of excitement begins to develop and grow into a small flame. Maybe you can picture how this new dream might look.

And then, fear in all its glory steps in and extinguishes the fire of excitement and possibility. Fear can come in many forms. It could be the little voice in your head saying “Get real, you can’t do that. What if it doesn’t work out?" Oh but that is only one way fear shows up. Sometimes it shows up in the voices of those closest to you. “Why do you want to do THAT?" They ask if you happen to share your dream with them. “Things are fine just the way they are." “What if it doesn’t work?"

what would you do if you knew you could not fail?

2008-11-02T01:15:00.001-07:00

an article i found....

What would you do if you knew you could not fail? It’s an interesting question and one that definitely gets the creative thought process started. Take the fear of failure out of the way and a whole new world opens up and boy oh boy it’s full of possibilities.
There are lots of people that are stuck in their lives. They dream of a better job, a different living situation or perhaps a return to school. I always wanted to write a book or learn to paint you might quietly think to yourself. As you daydream about these things a little spark of excitement begins to develop and grow into a small flame. Maybe you can picture how this new dream might look.

And then, fear in all its glory steps in and extinguishes the fire of excitement and possibility. Fear can come in many forms. It could be the little voice in your head saying “Get real, you can’t do that. What if it doesn’t work out?" Oh but that is only one way fear shows up. Sometimes it shows up in the voices of those closest to you. “Why do you want to do THAT?" They ask if you happen to share your dream with them. “Things are fine just the way they are." “What if it doesn’t work?"

You know these voices of fear that are keeping you stuck in a life that isn’t making you feel complete. Most of us have heard them at one time or another. And though it is incredible to be able to find contentment and happiness in you life just as it is now; if you are experiencing a yearning or incompleteness in your life that won’t go away it’s time to ask, “What would I do if I knew I could not fail?"

Ask the question and then grab a piece of paper and start writing. Let yourself see your potential dream down on paper. Don’t immediately share your dream, except with those people who you know will support you. Anytime the voice of fear creeps into your head keep asking the question, “What would I do if I knew I could not fail?"

Before you can make a change in your life it is helpful to have a clear picture of exactly what the goal is. The more details you can incorporate the clearer and more real the goal becomes. I want a new job is a very vague goal. The following is a more helpful example. I would like to open my own financial planning business and have it be close to my home. I would like to be making about $100,000 per year and would like to have flexibility in planning my hours so that I can be involved with my kids and their sports.

I would like a small office close to, but not in my home so that I don’t take my business home with me. I only want to work with a small number of clients that I can benefit positively. I will need to take 2 courses to receive my certification and they are offered at night at the local college.

This kind of detail will begin to make the goal very real. It also allows you to take an in depth look as to what it will take to make the goal a reality. From this you can begin to break down the steps it would take to work towards achieving this goal. One step at a time you can begin to close the gap from where you are to where you want to be. Some steps will be easier than others, so just get one step started. Many people find that taking one step, even if it is the smallest one on the list begins a whole domino effect. Excitement build and you begin to think “I can do this." It is easier to ignore the fear if it creeps up as it inevitably will. Working through any fear will actually give you energy to keep on toward you dream, your goal.

When you feel ready you can share your new plan with those around you and withstand any unenthusiastic response they may give. You will be at that point un-stuck and no longer being held back by the fear of failure. And as amazing as it may sound you begin attracting into your life all the things you need to accomplish what you have set out to do.

So, one more time, what would you do if you knew you could not fail?

YOU! couz!

2008-11-01T03:28:00.000-07:00

a kick in the ass?
yes everyone's feeling it.
well, most of us.
the dancers, after what happened, and the crappy results.

i wanted to blog, but figured i had nothing to blog about.
other than saying what happened today and , blah blah blah.
then i stumbled on my cousin's blog......
so i spent time on some stuffs....

COUZ, if it makes it any better.
i am equally as skinny, or should i say,
SKINNER than YOU!
so before u go and start shooting urself down,
picture me WITHOUT clothes, leave my undies alone.thank you(:
i want to be buff, i want to be bigger.
yes i want to be more attractive, and to be noticeable on the dancefloor.
but the more u wish the more u feel like stabbing yourself.
so why not do something about it...... right?
eg: on the dancefloor, use bigger actions to our 'advantage'
we'll work hard and excel together!

* know the pic u posted on "what would you do if you knew you could not fail"

Three simple questions…
1. If you knew you could not fail and those around you would not only suspend judgement,but wholeheartedly support you…what would you do?

2. Are you doing it?

3. If not…why?

Oh, one final question…
1. If your reason for not doing something is that you’re afraid of failing or being judged…how much worse would that be than never having tried?

===!!===

There comes a time when everyone feels as though , life sucks!
inadequacy, inferior, incapable and etc.
every one gets a kick in the ass real hard at times.
sometimes we break down.
but these are what makes us stronger,
and keep us going, right couz?

and like what u said.
'its just a phase in life'
you'll get over it.
so hang in there!(:

i've got something for u .
thats for tml.
it requires reading, loads of it.
takecare!

HAPPY HOLLOWEEN!!!!

2008-10-31T22:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HOLLOWEEN!!!!
i have actually never celebrated holloween , ever...
hmmm. my family dun practice trick or treats, neither do my friends.
or so i thought......
cause, today Shaun & Shaun asked me if i wanted to go T & T with them.
well i wanted to go , cause i have not been/ tried before.
But i was beat, i came home after gymnastic around 5.
still with a empty stomach , cause i skipped lunch.!
ate my dinner and slept till 9.
futhermore, i don't have a costume to wear=(

i am so super excited!!!
'cause we(gym members) are going to Bishan sports hall on monday to train!
that means i get do floor stunts!
And go wild!!!!
Can't waittt!!!
**cross fingers - i do not want to get myself injured!**

i dance!
guessed i have never actually mentioned it in my blog.
yeah i dance, and on the 16th november i'm going to malaysia to compete.
i'm nervous but at the same time , so ever ready to compete.
i'm gonna give it my all and see how it goes.
i'm gonna overcome my stage fright!
And just have fun on the dance floor!
i'm gonna look at the audience and SMILE(:

nights, and happy holloween once again(:

2008-10-24T10:04:00.000-07:00

as much as love gymnastics.

i hate to wake up early in the morning!
especially, when the morning is all chilly and cool.
DAMN!

Gym training have been tough and productive lately, so to say.
cause we couldn't use the tramp, as the hall are used up by the O'lvl candidates.
so physical training all the way! hooooray.
i wanna train to be an artistic gymnast.
enough of the trampoline already....

i'm hooked on to jazz songs, i don't know why.
Rufus Wainwright, and Sarah Mclachlan.
just slow and nice, it takes you away...

i wanna work hard, i wanna be successful in life.
but "first you've got to have a goal" thats what they say.
what if you're working towards an empty goal?
or a goal you never know if its the reality or possibe to be acheived?

i'm down, and hanging on every minute.
but i'd figured, right before i think of stuffs or go into some daydream.
why not live in the 'Now'
and thats what i'm going to do.

there is always one reason, to feel not good enough....

2008-10-19T01:36:00.000-07:00

Everyone who reads my blog
please watch this!
it won't kill to just spare 5 mins of your time.

Vic, if u happen to come across my blog, watch it okay!

so vic , it will still be on our bucket list to go africa one day to help right?(:

Anyway, hats off to Oprah Winfrey who has spent 40 million to build a school in africa.
well, you would say she's a billionair, so 40 million to her is peanuts.
But its more of how you are willing to contribute, make an effort to do all this.
its a big step to take.
i wanna be like her one day.
except in the guy version. haha

nights.
i dunno what to say.
i'm not a very very holy person.
but, God bless those kids.

2008-10-17T02:14:00.000-07:00

well, i just received this, frm a friend of mine.
its really something sad.
you know there are people who works so hard or at least , wished , dreamed and hoped that they could go to the States(U.S) to study, or stay there, etc.

Well, in this case its the oppsite of it.
This young lady, who was sent to the states to stduy, wanted to return to singapore to study.
But her father refuse to let her come back or at least wanted her to finish her studies there?
she was very unhappy with her life there, she felt lonely and loss.
with no options left, she decided to commit suicide.
How ironic life can be sometimes huh?.

here's her blog link, its just one last post she made before she left this world.
there's no obligation, feel free to drop her a "Rest In Peace" comment or something.

link : http://valval-life.blogspot.com/

my heart goes out to her and all her loved ones.
i just found this song on youtube,
its slow and nice, and i will like to dedicate it to her...
Rest In Peace.

Angels - Sarah Mclanchlan

first one is the song with lyrics,
sencond one is her singing live.

2008-10-11T12:05:00.000-07:00

BRITNEY SPEARS IS COMING OUT A NEW ALBUM!
ANYWAYS THIS IS ONE OFHER PROMO SONGS!
SUPER NICE!WAHAHAHA

SOME OF ITS IMGAES ARE PREROGATIVE, AND MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR SOME VIEWERS.
HER NEW CD "CIRCUS" WILL FOLLOW IN DECEMBER.

THIS VIDEO IS REALLLY REALLLLLY GOOOD!
WATCH IT!!!!

BRITNEY SPEARS - WOMANIZER

Superstar
Where you from, how's it going?
I know you
Gotta clue whatcha doing
You can play brand new, to all the other chicks out here
But I know what you are, what you are, baby

Look at you
Gettin more than just a re-up
Baby, you
Got all the puppets with their strings up
Fakin like a good one, but I call em like i see em
I know what you are, what you are, baby

Womanizer
Woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh, womanizer
Oh, you're a womanizer, baby
You you you are
You you you are
Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You got me goin
(You)You're oh so charmin
(You)But I can't do it
(You)You womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You say I'm crazy
(You)I gotcha crazy
(You)You're nothin but a
(You)Womanizer

Daddy-o
You've got the swagger of a champion
To bad for you
You just can't find the right companion
I guess when you have one too many, makes it hard, it could be easy
Who you are, that's just who you are, baby

Lollipop
Must mistake me for a sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim, not another
Say you're playin how you want it, but no way I'm never gonna fall for you
Never you, baby

Womanizer
Woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh, womanizer
Oh, you're a womanizer, baby
You you you are
You you you are
Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You got me goin
(You)You're oh so charmin
(You)But I can't do it
(You)You womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You say I'm crazy
(You)I gotcha crazy
(You)You're nothin but a
(You)Womanizer

Maybe if we both lived in a different world (Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer)
It would be all good
And maybe I could be your girl
But I can't so we don't
You

Womanizer
Woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh, womanizer
Oh, you're a womanizer, baby
You you you are
You you you are
Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You got me goin
(You)You're oh so charmin
(You)But I can't do it
(You)You womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

(You)You say I'm crazy
(You)I got you crazy
(You)You're nothin but a
(You)Womanizer

Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are
Boy don't try to front (I) I know just (just) what you are

Womanizer
Woman-womanizer
You're a womanizer
Oh, womanizer
Oh, you're a womanizer, baby

2008-10-10T00:30:00.000-07:00

hey!

roar! still rotting away at home, gotta find something to do.
a job or something...
anyways i'll be busy /packed with gym(: thats goood(:(:

anyways here a old song,
which also is a theme song of "Titanic"
Great song, great movie(:

've been hanging out lately, and with IVAN(:
haha super long since we last hang out, i think if i can remember the last time we actually hang out tgt.
is before i went to UK,which is like freaking long ago!

so here is today's post and for the few days back(:
anyways, I DYED MY HAIR, AND BOUGHT A FIGHTING FISH!(:

- WEDNESDAY , 09.10.2008 -

Woke up when Ivan, called me.
bathed and left the house to meet him at khatib!
We went to amk to dye our hair! wahaha
Dorita, James, Engkiat, Qinghai were already there.
waiting for freaking long to get everything done.

After dying our hair, me and Ivan decide to get fighting fish(:
for fun!
so went waited for Jackson to appear and took a bus down to serangoon north.
a shop called "Rainbow" to get my fish and Ivan got his somewhere beside where i got mine.
after that though it was late, we still had time to kill so we went to EAT! wahahah!
at CHOMCHOM!!

my fishy! wahaha , no name yet...

he looks like my younger brother! ha

Qinghai took the pic!

Ivan took a cab home the rest of us, took a bus home....
end of day.

- MONDAY ( AFTER OUR LAST PAPER) O7.10.2008 -

went back to change and meet Ivan again!
was going to cut my hair!
freaking hell, i told the uncle to cut something different.
guess what it turned out, like what he has always been cutting for me all the time=.=
damnit! should have so went to NK to cut!
and it still looks the freaking same and
ivan says its "THICK=.="

ANYWAYS , if me and ivan go out tgt, we're sure to camwhore and do supid things. haha

-before haircut

i know i look retarded in this pic, but i can't help haha its funny. and i kind like it. hmmmmmm... hah

AFTER HAIRCUT!

went to chopstick(memorial park?) after that, super long since we last hang out there to slack.
Ivan suggested it, so we did retarded stuffs and took pictures! loads !!

distants check
we were trying to do something, but we got the timer's tiing wrong, so kept capturing us only whn we fell.

And finally!

met up wih gary and he went to NK there to cut!
DAMN DAMN DAMN!

went to VIVO after that, Gary had to meet someone,
Ivan and i thot we could catch a movie!
But decided not to cause we were freezing inside! and they did not have the movies we wanted to watch.
so decided to hang around....

LEft Vivo at 9 plus and headed home..(:

screw blogger , fucking hell/shyt!

2008-10-07T02:39:00.000-07:00

maybe i should lock my blog.
maybe i should allow only people whom i want to , to read my blog.

F.R.I.E.N.D-S

2008-10-06T12:32:00.000-07:00

before anything/everything.
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO;
MY SIS , MY BRO.
GARY , LIYING.
and all october babies who reads my blog(:

why hate you when i can live without you.
i am so tired of all this.

One more paper and i am done with my major exams this year(:
and it will be my holidays!
and i will be going overseas again! YAY!
something that i've been waiting for so long.
time really really flies.

Gosh i can actually remember when i kinda first hang out with the cliques.
read story book during Miss Chee's lesson. ( she talks lallubye)
Taking our prelims,
studying out.
it all feels like not long ago.
& now we're gonna sit for our last paper already.
can't imagine when we graduate from PHS.
everybody going their seperate ways not knowing when we'll meet again.

"Well, thats not true, u can't always contact each other though."
thats what many people will say, its kinda true though.
but come to think of it, someone has to make the initiative.
and would the other person be free?

maybe he/she would be saying like "hey sorry i can't i'm not free"
he just didn't want to, and so (he/she)'s home sleeping.
not to doubt, but you never know.
sometimes you know the truth is there, but you still try in hopes for something different.
only to get back in return, disappointment.

i know if i tell people this , they will either ignore me.
or ignore me.
But i miss England so so so badly.
it feels better to say here than talk to the wall.

I've got no idea what else to blog.
fucking blogger is giving my phucking problems, and i don't know what else to say.
i'm stonning....

2008-09-12T21:44:00.000-07:00

Gosh okay first thing first, a song.
this song is superb!
but i can't embed it, for some reason it is disabled.

anyways here's a little something of the song!

THE SCRIPT - THE MAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED.

and here's the official vid from youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JKaVGvgMXY

okayyy..
gosh. 3 weeks and i am done with N lvls.
i am happy/excited/scared/nervous.
i did study, just that sometimes it doesn't get into my brain at all.
and sometimes i wanna explode.

3 weeks!
I'm gonna work hard till my end of paperS!
and continue to study after my N's,
haha, i'm just kiddin!
the most i'll read books(:

(:
dammit! i want SONY XPERIA!
AND ITS LAUNCHING SOOON! WAHAHAHA!!!!
i'm gonna GET IT!

2008-08-26T23:12:00.000-07:00

THE LAST GOODNIGHT!!!
the last goodnight - IN YOUR ARMS.

joeeyjoeyjoeey!!! u need to start STUDYING!!!!
crapp.. i did not do well for my prelims.
and now, i have no mood to study for my N'lvls.
which my first 3 papers is starting next week.
godddd.....siggggghhhhhhh~.

okayyy!
so me, vic, norman went to help Jervis today.
he wanted to move his stuffs from his old house to his the other house.
and damn there was alot of stuffs!
i was practically sleeping all the time.
i was sleeping at his old house, in the cab and his other house!
super drained out.

woke up and help to do a little cleaning.
well, it was kinda half way done, Vic and Jer had done almost everything.
Which, is a very different side of them,
cause u kinda don't see vic doing cleaning nor jervis.

Cab back to YCK.
Vic had to go forhis florall training.
and i went home...

alrightttyyyyy.
Studying out tml with Jervis!
its TUESDAY already!

2008-08-21T17:27:00.000-07:00

the last goodnight - return to me.
THE LAST GOODNIGHT! ROAR!!!!!

And once again, i went into the little fantasy world of mine, and knock out.
its really nice , you know.
i love doing it, i do it most of the time, if i can't sleep.
its really nice 'cause things go your way.
like a little break from all your worries and other stuffs.
and just somehow you wish that it was real.
but everynow and then, you tend to wake up, and face the reality.
it sucks....

This few days was really , i don't know how to put it to words.
we got back our papers.
my results were not up to expectations , it was b.a.d.d.d.
and was looking and feeling pretty dull most of the time.
it sucked.
sigh.

but anyways,
-mengchao,jianyi,victor,gary,wilson,liying,munyee,stella,abigail.
-and the other peeps.
thanks for comforting me(:
really appreciated it.

back to books again.
its so (asfhalalSUCKYknsaflaF), when you just got back ur crappy results and you're in a holiday-mood.
but you have to get back to studying cuz ur major exam is starting in 2 weeks time.
sigh, and if i don't do well for it.
i think i will head for the rooftop.

my English teacher was disappointed with my compo.
and i was disappointed with myself too.
and it sucks cause i just can't seem to pharse out what i am thinking.
its like you can think of a great story but you can't pen it down
then you start thinking and try to get it out at the back of your head.
its there, but its not coming out.
and before you know it.
you have half an hour left.

then its the race between you, the time, and finishing the compo.
gosh and you go like.
"WHAT!!!?!?! crap how i wish the time can stop nowwwwww!!!
ARGH! "

fyi. this ain't me, its cute little JERVIS. no its JERhopper.( a new spieces related to grasshopper.)

Yup, okay so study study study joeey!
Have been hanging out with Jervis lately(:
camwhoring,crapping,talking, STUDYING!

yeah at the esplanade.
but just one bad thing about it.
there is nothing to eat=( and the only nearby place to get food is marina square!
and i can't concentrate if i have an empty stomach.
andit gets empty all the time.....
lols.

FOOOOOOD!!! okay i can't help it but i seriously think that JERVIS looks like WANG YUE GU.
the table tennis plyer from singapore. She played with li jia wei in doubles.
and boy! she is goooooood.

BUT BUT BUT!
due to ME having tuition like 3 times a week!( i hate tuition, but i need them)
i can only hang out to study with Jervis every wednesday=(
.

seriously jervis is such a joker .
sometimes u can laugh till you get six pack.

time files when there's school.
i was walking home today i was like
"oh today is thurday! wow, okay.."

2008-08-15T12:41:00.000-07:00

so if u're really bored/sad try this.
i got it from Shaun Moo's blog!
super funny guy!
seriously take ur time to read, u will laugh ur socks off.

Here goes the official list of FUN things to do on a boring day!
1)Laugh really loud beside a funeral
2)stick your thumb out when you're hailing a bus(act like you'r hitch hiking)
3)Sing really loud like you're drunk at a park
4)Hire someone to protect you for a day and get into many fights
5)Bring a Video recorder into a funeral you're not invite into

6)Send a invitation card to a friend and in it write: You are not invited to my party today.
7)Lie down under a tree at a beach for 3 whole hours
8)Call the local library and speak quietly so you don't disturb anybody there---number can't be found): ---
9)Call the phone number on a "Lost Dog" sign and tell them you haven't found it yet.
10)When you enter a movie theater containing very few people, sit next to one of them.Eng wah, I love eng wah cinema.

11)call someone and reach their voice mail then say: hi i'm leaving a msg.Then hang up
12)Get on an elevator full of people and push all the number buttons so it stops at every floor.
13)At the movies, constantly whisper to the stranger beside you:Here comes the next part, lets get ready to see it TEEHEE''.
14)find a crime scene and walk up to the officer and say: So what do we have here?
15)Invite many friends to the easy chair section of a furniture store.Make them sit down as you give a speech/Sing

16)Sit in a taxi and speak in a heavily foreign accent, chinese style is the best.Then when you're leaving speak in a perfect english tone.
17)Find a construction site and tell them you're bored and offer to help out.
18)When the phone rings, pick it up and ask for somebody.
19)walk really fast up and down 3 tiles in a shopping centre
20)Watch TV with the volume muted and speak for the characters.
Try powerpuff girls

21) Randomly call someone on the phone. They will say you have the wrong number.Ask what the right one is.Then start talking about how life bites at you.
22)IMAGINARY FRIEND
23)Go to the children's section of a library, pull a book off the shelf and read it aloud.when a crowd of children surround you, slam the book close and stare.
24)A bus ride with your middle finger up and showing at the window for 5 stops.(i wonder what will happen....)
25)Climb into a bus wearing flowery clothing a start acting like a tour guide.Make many mistakes

26)watch a tennis match at Yck stadium and when someone wins a point,shout uncontrollable and keep saying: THAT WAS A NICE KICK,GOAL!!!!
27)Loudly cheer for roger while watching the match at the same stadium.
28)keep giving advices to the players:GO left! now run to the right! Hit a little harder there!
29)Wake up at 4am tmr morning and stand at your parents bed side.when they wake up and stare at you,say: Goodmorning sunshine with a huge grin on your face.
30)Talk to a cabbage
31)go to a crowded area start pointing at the sky and freeze for 5 mins

If any of you guys do everything here,come to me
i'll give you anything you want.

righttttt.... i doubt anyone would actually complete it! haha

2008-08-14T20:20:00.000-07:00

Hallelujah!
prelims are finally over!!!!
well, its gets crappy whe u're waiting for the result.
all the nervousness and wating fr the result, afraid to fail and stuff,
never fails to get me.

they say, if u are well prepared u won't feel nervous , etc etc.
but i have never walked out of a examination hall feeling so god damn confident before.
guess i am never prepared.

just hope i can do well for all my subjects..

Gosh, i am so nervous/scared for my N lvls.
ragahragahragah!
can't wait for the holidays.
time flies....really...

I'm at the esplanade now(:
'cause i am being a really nice friend by accompanying Jervis to studying for his exam.
i love this place.

My new favourite band(:
The Last Goodnight.

THE LAST GOODNIGHT - PICTURES OF YOU.

This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl

This is the war that’s never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son

(Chorus)
Pictures of you,
pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been

2008-08-12T23:33:00.000-07:00

damn, 2 more days before i am done with prelims.
and one more months, to my N' lvls.
so it means i will have to start studying.
thus, i will not go online much.....

YAY i am so gonna watch BATMAN on wed , which is my last paper.
i know i am kinda slow, but ...... its that examination's fault! haaha!
have been going to esplanade's library to study, ALONE.
haha i know it you wouldeither not believe me or think that i'm crazy.
but yeah, alone in a library.
its conducive, and i like i there.
u get to see the black DURIAN, people walking around, and couples looking at the view.
which is better than staring at the person infront of u, or the books..
and there's a rooftop graden to catch a breather.
so its super good, and cooooool.
Though it is far.

anyways!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUNYEE!!!!
AND B'LATED TO IVAN & TERENCE
ANDDDDDDDD....... EARLY WISHES TO JERVIS!
ANDDDDDDDDD!!!! HURRAY TO THE START OLYMPICS!
GYMNASTICS ALL THE WAY!

4 AUGUST BABY.

the gym peeps held a surprise party for munyee over at my place.
hope it would be a memorable one(:
there were surprises, and cake fight.
very disgusting and fun.

okayyyyyyyyy......
so i went out on sat.
was suppose to go out with the 'usuals'
but endedup in 2 different group.
idk why.
but i was with Vic, Mengchao & Smallbutt( Jianyi)
a super funny dude.
but before that norman and his friend sam hang out with us,
till they had to leave for a party.

CROSSFINGERS* i hope i don't fail any of my subjectssss*

Went to watch a movie yesterday with,
my dad, mum, brother and ahma.
"MONEY NO ENOUGH 2"
my mum bugged me to book the tickets online-.--
she was being super random.
at first i was like "godd, not another Jack Neo's flim"
but it actually turned out nice.
i'd say one of the better flims he has produced over the past few years.
really hilarious and touching.
i teared.....
*recommended*

i was just wondering....

?)why do we get irritated by someone so badly
that sometimes we hate them,
or talk bad about them.
and yet on top of all this still we're friends???

isit bad or wrong?
talk about frienemy.....

?) have u ever walked pass a place, came across a picture.
and wondered what happened to this or us?
why aren't we what we used to be?

talk to me dude.
if u hate me, i'll move away.

2008-07-24T23:10:00.000-07:00

i don't wana blog about my daily life now.
cuz its stagnant.
there's nothing much to it.
unless you dig hard enough.

why do we get upset?
in this world, where everything changes as the world revolve.
Things come and pass by us so quickly.
& sometimes when we look back, we just question ourselves.

we wear a mask every now and then.
we keep a secret.
we try to aviod the inevitable.
but how long can we hold on to it.
you never know.....

i guess i do not need to always make a intro about what i am playing.
u have eyes. u can read.
load it i want.
hear it if u want.
i don't upoad songs which are not pleasing to my ears.
i'm not dumb.
so if u don't like it.
hi(:

WHAT ABOUT NOW - CHRIS DAUGHTRY.

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Friends are like melons; shall I tell you why? To find one good you must one hundred try.

What is your definition for 'Friendship'
isit something that causally comes out of ur mouth?
but means nothing much.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

i miss someone, whom i don't know either.
and i miss england.

nights

2008-07-04T18:50:00.000-07:00

okay, yup its been super long since i last blogged.
i have been busy/lazy.
homeworks,gymanstics,myself.
we will be having a performance on the following sat.
so we will have to think of a nice performance to please over 800 people.
and we only get to start our practice at 4 plus,
and it ends ard 6plus to 7 plus.
so by the time i reach home, i would be super beat.
and there is still homeworkafterhomework .

sigh, looking back now, 3 years have passed by so quickly.
And soon 4.
then it would be my N'lvls and then my final MAJOR exam.
O'lvls.
time flies. really.
it is already friday, and it seemed like i just blog my previous post yesterday.
There are many pictures i ought to upload.
But forgive me, its just too tiring.
and SOOOO soooo many.
maybe when i really have nothing to do i would upload them.

My oral exmination is next week.
and i am so freaking scared/nervous.
veryveryscaredandnervous.

what do you do when someone really pisses you off so badly.
or something just happens, or it just never happens .
and it just makes you go sad/crazy/emotional/mad?
if you get what i mean.

i want to get out of my own life, and live someone elses life.
i want to break someone's finger.
i want to pour lemon juice on wounds.
i want to punch the wall so hard, and be numbed from everything.
i want to make all the pain go away, or at least just have them 'externally'.
i just smile.
-justbeingrandom-

i'm tired.

So close - Jon Mclaughlin.

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

2008-06-13T02:10:00.000-07:00

A Smile (:

A smile
is a frown turned upside down.
A smile
is painted on the face of a clown.
A smile
brightens a dreary day.
A smile
chases tears away.
A smile
is a gift that shows you care.
A smile
is priceless no matter where.
A smile
is the key to happiness.
A smile
a sure sign of success.

When you feel lonely in a strange place.
It helps to see a smile on another's face.
If there is any real magic around.
It is the silent magic of a smile's sound.

This is ,
a very very old song.
and it is a very very nice song.
used to be a very big hit.
Well, i guess most of you know this song(:
sing along with it.
clap along with it.
do whatever.
& ENJOY(:

Can't smile without you - BARRY MANILOW.

CHORUS:

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

2008-06-12T00:15:00.000-07:00

OKAY...
COUSINcousinCOUSIN.
Hope you're feeling super super duper BETTER now,
and do take care.
the thing that keeps growing in ur throat, is disgusting.
haha.
Drink loads of water.

okayokayokayokayokay(:
Woke up late this morning.
was suppose to give Ivan a morning call at 8.30.
but woke up only at 8.45.

Met up with Twin and went SWIMMING(:
with Vic and Jervis.
-Swam a few laps.
-Cracked jokes out of stupid stuff.
-laugh like mads.
-hold our breath from one end to the other of the swimming pool.
-see who was the winner.
-played .

went out of the swimming pool,
and had our bath.
Jervis and Vic, went to bought movie tickets.
Ivan and I couldn't make it.
so left those 2 lovebirds alone.

Had private lessons today.
Goood.
Went to mummy's office.
For you know what. ahem.
Went to cut my hair.
-super short now.(happy cousin(: (: haha)
i was starving like anything.
Had to wait for mummy to finish.
Was starving like shyt.
went through all the possible places that food would be kept.
got some biscuits.
ANDDDDD ...... waited....

had my dinner.
contented .
went home.
okay it isn't any interesting day.
thank u for reading(: if u did.

ohohoh and guess what?
i have GYM training.
tml wahahaha!!!!!!
WOOOOOOTSS!
it has beeeen super long since i had GYM training.
Can't wait to get muscle aches.
And just the tramp.
NIGHTS.

2008-06-09T02:07:00.000-07:00

i hate uploading so many pics.
cuz i feel super dread after it.
its a super tiring process.
sigh.

Alright.
Twin gave me & Vic a morning call.
Woke up at 8.30am.
get prepared.
and trained down to Cityhall with them.
Twin wanted to try out some other size for the singlet.
Macs for BREAKFAST(:

Apparently, the whole clique bought.
NUM singlet.
Crazy? tell me about it.
suuuuuuperrrr costly.

Went down to Vivo , 12pm.
Clique's outing!
SENTOSA! (:(:(:(:

Alright it was suuuuuperrrrrr sunny today.

Goood/Bad.

this is the first time, it has ever been sunny.

Cuz the previous few trips that we went.

it is either going to rain, or just cloudy.

Hence, i cannot stay in the water for long.

VOLLEYBALL(:

SOCCER(:

2 sports that we nvr fail to play.

well, i din really play soccer though.

i miss the freaking ball,

i kick it out of direction.

once in a while my leg decides to kick nicely/properly.

it hits the ball(:

The water was freaking dirty today.

Damn damn dirty.

i feel like a kampong boy .

Swimming.

Fishing!

it was low tide.

and for the fist time, i saw fishes/CRAB(:

so me and Twin did a little catching.

while the rest went for SOCCER.

click click.

PICTURES.

while resting.

Bathed.

clean up.

Back to vivo.

to meet clarice.

Gary had to go(dental appointment)

he is gonna take out his BRACES! haha

can't wait to see him without it.

No one had any idea where to eat.

So stayed at vivo to mum mum

JERVIS & CLARICE(:

Went to the top of Vivo.

to rest/slack/CAMWHORE.

okay.

many many many pictures.

Retarded.

Formal.

Candid.

Smile.

Whacky.

Enjoy(:

tired.

Nights everyone.

Damn i keep feeling hungry.
arghh.

new pics in friendster.
me like.
seee seeee.

i hate having tuition=(
i have tution tml=( 9 am.

alrights. nights.

2008-06-05T12:08:00.000-07:00

Was having chinese tuition today.
my body was there but my mind wasn't
Was thinking of the movie i watched yesterday.

So i decided to write a compo.
with maybe the same ending or a little change.
but i ended up writing something else.
Since it isn't a compo.
i shall share.
it is a long post.
but take ur time to read( that is if u want to)

okay takecare, ENJOY.
i'm going out WITH TWINNY.

-..-

Everyone loves watching a movie, well, not exactly everyone.
but I presume most of us do.

watching a movie sometimes makes you,
fall for the character/lead actor/actress,
ponder over the storyline/ending/or the body of the story.
wonder how it could be this way or that so it could be better.
you would lie on your bed just before you sleep and think about the movie,
or even wished that the character was you.
and sometimes we wished that the whole thing was true and u were a part of it.
or it was a part of your life.

I think everyone is creative/innovative.
everyone , if we put our heart, mind and soul to it.
we could create a movie too,
or at least a short film
a TV series? now that’s a tough one.
but there are still people out there making superb TV series or series shows.
E.g. Grey's anatomy, One Tree Hill. Friends
it is usually people who dare take a step forward , dare make it big.
be a entreprenuer/technoprenuer
a director
a star
or something else.

my father once told me, u can ever earn a million dollars in your whole lifetime.
well, is it true?
I mean its easy to imagine you have 500k,
let alone 1 million.
but am I/are we, capable of it.
seriously speaking I don't know.
And sometimes seeing big houses (bungalow) or nice houses that you want.
just gives you the drive to want to make it big and earn lots of money,
or just to study hard so you could earn as much as the owner of the house.
but is it easier than said/thought?
you never know....

Have you ever wondered how celebrities make it big?
well, I meant hollywood stars.
E.g. Nicole Kidman, Brad Pitt, Angelina Jolie, Chad Michael Murray and more.
How they even appeared out of no where,
and earn money which they can never finish using?
and just wished that you could have 20% of their assets or just be like them?

My mum once told me,
its usually the director who makes the star 'BIG'
and earn lots of money.
which actually makes sense.
because without those director, how are the appropriate stars chosen for that particular movie/TV series.?
and making the movie a big hit with loads of $$$$$.
E.g. Star Wars, Lord Of The Ring, Harry Potter.
Do you know that Harry Potter/Daniel Redcliff earned his first 20 million (US) at the age of 16( if I'm not wrong)?
Wished that was me.

There are many things we wished we were or are.
Why not start working on it?
Though sometimes the thought of it creeps you out, or even think like its impossible.
like being a singer and making it a big hit , in the hollywood.
well, if I am not wrong.
Corrine May did made it to the English country.

'Nothing is impossible' the saying goes.
but it doesn't say 'Nothing will always stay the way it is'
or 'Nothing will go wrong'

Britney Spears is one of the world best singer who won 4 times music award
and some other stuff which,
NOT even Madonna or Christina Aguilera or any big singer you can think of had made it.
But just one move and one night ruined her life.
Marrying for 55 hours to her childhood friend,
then marrying to Kevin Fred.
and shaving her head( which everyone knows)
and going into rehab ,
this and that.

Well, everyone makes mistakes.
but that doesn't mean we must get stereotyped and not have another chance.
Even bankruptcy laws are changing for those who were once bankrupt.
So why aren't we?
No one is perfect.
Life's unfair.

To the world you might be one person.
But to one person you might be the world

2008-06-04T01:38:00.000-07:00

This is a nice nice song(:
Just a little song to let u guys hear while reading my post.
Do hear it=)
Enjoy(:

FOOTPRINTS IN THE SANDS - LEONA LEWIS

You share your joys with them.
You share your sorrows with them
You share your secrets with them.
You gossip with them.

Well, and sometimes.
You hate them.
You feel like killing them.
You feel like biting off their ears.
Or just ignoring them and kick them in thier ass.

But somehow you feel lonely without 'them'.
'Them' makes u happy,
'Them' makes a part of you complete.
'Them' keeps you going.

Hmmm, if u would have made a guess,
'Them' would either refer to a 'partner/lover' or 'FRIEND/FRIENDS'
Well, in my case , it is Friends/Friends.
we don't need many of them,
just one or two bestfriends/goodfriends.
someone whom u can really talk to.

And not afraid of being judged.

It is a simple word that makes a big difference in one's life.
Well, to me friends are kinda what i listed above.
Friends are important to me,
maybe cuz i had been through many friendship probs,
(if u know me well)
which have made me had tons of different feelings and perspective of 'them'.
But it always comes down to , still having them around to spend ur holidays with/
lonely times.
or sometimes we just prefer being alone....

OKAY.
said my piece. so its down to what happened today.
No friendship probs(: haha
its just something that came cross my mind, so i wanted to share.

Anyways,
Tuition at 9am.
Eng remedial at 11.30am.
And EASTCOAST! at 2.30 pm
its been a super long time since i last went to EC.

Well it was suppose to be SENTOSA,
but Vic & Gary had floorball, so its postpond to Monday.

Went home changed and met,
Ivan, Munyee, Jervis(:
Gary, Victor had floorball, so couldn't make it.
Clarice woud only be able to meet us at dinner time.

So we went out, lalalala.
Sat i-forgot-what bus, for freaking long.
i slept.
we reached a place and had to walked a looooonnng distance
before we arrived at EC.

this dude doze off while reading my storybook.

munyee's holding on to my blades.

Munyee & Jervis rented bike.
Twin & i brought our own roller blades.
So we blade/cycle all the way to the far end of EC.
Very very far from where we came.

Came across a place where it was restrited to go in.
And i suggested that we go in.
Took off our blades from our aching toes and walked ard.
IT WAS SUPER FAR FROM WHERE WE CAME...

But whatever.
soaked our feet.
took pictures,
played.

HAD A HELL OF TIME GOING BACK TO THE RENTAL SHOP AND BUS STATION.
ACHES ACHES ACHES.

.
Went to a Japanese Restuarant that Jervis recomended.
Clarice met us at Raffles Place.
RESTUARANT NAME : SHOKUDO
.
.
Well, basically.
Jervis and Clarice are friends.

But when both of them are together.
U will start hearing:
LOUD LAUGHTERS,
LOUD SCREAMS.
AND LAUGHTERS AGAIN.

THIS IS OUR DEAREST JERVIS AND CLARICE.
Clarice dislikes him,
cuz she finds him irritating.
But Jervis LOVES to disturb her.
in EVERY way(:
get it now?

When there is Jervis ,
there is always ,
NUISANCE,
NONSENSICAL STUFF/JOKES.
most importantly.
FUN.

Here's a little sample of it.
Twinnies.
Jervis.
1 photo of Clarice and Munyee.
ENJOY.

And we trained home....

okay okay. i enjoyed my day
& i hoped u enjoy seeing my post(:
AND U BETTER DO!
do u have any idea how freaking long and tideus uploading so many photo is!
.

& i am super beat from the whole day.
nights/morning.

2008-06-03T20:53:00.000-07:00

okay, so its day 2/3 of me, back in singapore.
i'm still trying to cope with the fact that i am freaking back and,
IAMAFREAINGSINGAPOREAN.
IMISSBLACKPOOLLIKEHELL. okay.

and the weather is freaking hot & humid.
fcuk.

anyways.
Hello my super dear cousin.
JIAYOU! for ur gazillion shyts of work(:
keep going keep going.
u can do it(:
yeah, i am way cooler than u.
u're welcome(:

Had to go back school today.
English remedial and PTC.
i passed only 3 freaking subjects.
*bang wall*

went to alexandra road ,
with vic.
He wanted to service his LG phone.
somehow the place is loacated at some ULU shit.
but in the LG service center,
they had this small room,
(this is what caught my attention, other than the mini coffee maker vending machine.)
air- conditioned with home theater system.
A plasma tv, and4 standing speakers!

how cool can it get?!
so i stayed inside for ard 2 hours.
Vic phone would be done in an hour time.
so he decided to wait, and i waited with him.
they had ALIEN V.S PREDATOR on screen(DVD)
so i sat down in a freaking comfy sofa,
and watched the whole movie.
-.^. at least there is something to do.
i dun wanna sit there and rott.
and VIC being a good boy did his MATHEMATICS. O.o

Took a bus which we had no idea where it was going to,
and stop at somewhere whic caught my attention.
it was a familiar place.
so went in paid an entry fee.
and visited the
10 COURTS OF HELL!
well, it was only a dollar.

Went down to Suntec later to meet Ivan and Gary.
Vic & I went to eat.
Gary bought a jeans.
Slacked.
Hate the freaking weather.
And we went home.
And still i hate the weather.

I KILL YOU.

2008-06-01T02:51:00.000-07:00

okay this is going to be a loooonnngggg post.
but i would like to share with u peeps one of my fav song.
By DAVID COOOK!! AMERICAN IDOL7 WINNER! WOOOOOOTS(: (: (: (:

its not the Tv version, its the studio version.

David Cook - Always be my baby.

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

if i had a choice. i wouldn't come back=(

really love it there.
i had thots of running away so i could live there.

stupid? yeah kinda, considering that i have no cash with me , no network.

i dropped the idea=(

Reached Singapore at 6 plus, 31.05.08
Went to get a perfume(:(:
and checked out=:::::((
went to bedok to eat,
and of all freaking places.
went to YISHUN=.= chongpang wet market.FUCK! I swear that’s the last place I would ever want to go.

feeling sleepy, sticky and now a smelly wet market?-.-

give me a break!
Went home , bath, and slept for 10 hours.

super dread from the 13 hours flight.

Now now now, i shall share.
i went to UK. Blackpool.
it is a nice place. quiet .

Vic, Jer and Gary sent me to the airport.

thank u guys.

well, before that i went out with Ivan, camwhored(:

had to endure 13 hours of flight(wasn't that bad)

watched movies on plane and slept.

so 13 hours passed quite quickly.

landed at Manchester and trained to Blackpool nrth.

it was a nice train ride,

super nice and green outside.

there were sheeps, cows and horse.

Blackpool's a nice palce, real nice.

really liked it there.

great people, quiet place.

i was anticipating for a better hotel than what we got.

we had a rather small hotel instead.

but its okay, bed was comfy though.

The air there is different. I don’t isit just me or wad.
but the air have a different smell. I like.
The weather isn't as cold as I thot it would be.
just right, but a jacket is still needed.
At least u dun have to worry about being roasted, like in singapore.

I met karen's cousin.
he is freaking smart! damn!
he is studying in cambridge, PHD!
we chatted a little and he told me that the weather get very bad sometimes.
eg, its April so its suppose to be sunny. but it starts to hail.
haha weird? tell me about it.

But its always breezy and just cold.
always the same. even during summer, spring or autum.
but its gets colder during winter.
I love it there.
kill me! why am I a singaporean?
the hotel that I live is super near WINTER GARDEN.
actually just outside.
WINTER GARDEN is where the annual backpool dance comp is held.

Slavik did not dance this year=(
but there are still extremely goood dacers there.
watching them dance, makes u want to dance also to compete and be as goood as them.

i bought this book for 1.99 pound and some stephen king book. CHEAAAAPP.

Manchester city.
did a little shopping , the things there are nice.
but its more of like stuff u buy to eat, wear.
nothing much gifts u could buy for people.
unless u're godddamn loaded.

well, there are famous for their candy, stick candy.
and a keychain , some afrose black guy?
its expensive to buy in other country.

"eh times 3 okay!" my teacher would chant whenever my mum buys a lot of stuff or another friend of ours did.
yeah its in pound so $3 = 1 pound.
well, not really times 3 , more of times 2.7.
the rate dropped from what I know.
still expensive
still they bought alot of cosmetics stuff and i get duper bored,
whenever they take thier time to choose.

We din really shop much cuz the dance itself takes up the whole day.there are many competitors , hence there are many many heats.
up to 15 heats.
slowly it becomes quarter then semi, and the best of the best!
FINALS.
plus, the shops there closes at 4/5pm .

we ate most our lunch at the hotel, my mum brought maggie mee(:
and portable cooking materials.
its cool cuz Gwen and Teacher came to our room to cook also.
and we ate chat and gossip.><>

I MISS BLACKPOOL/ENGLAND ALREADY!!!! =(

there is a arcarde(amusement) outside the ballroom.
so we would always go there and spend a few pound jsut playing it.
and Teacher kept playing this machine.

its kinda a sure loose game, but played it to kill time.

and this is our fav machine wit Gwen the Pro catcher!
haha! we caught 2 tiger, 2 pigglet, 1 eeyor and 1 poo.

Last day was ballroom so i din watch it, though i wanted to.
din manage to catch anything on the last day.
gave up cuz we were out or penny or pound.
so Gwen and i went to the beach for the last time.

last day=(

Had to wake up at 5 am the next morning.
9 days passed too quickly. toooo quickly.
=::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::(((

saw this super good dad and his child, super cute/playful guy.

And its bye bye UK, Blackpool, Manchester.
Hello singapore, books, school=(

There are still some photos, but its in the cam, so i'll upload it someother day.
Thats all folks.
hope u enjoyed the song and my long post(:
Morning.

2008-05-21T23:17:00.000-07:00

have u ever just look at the moon.
and maybe wondered whats up there, or
maybe just thought of being on the moon.
do u stopped what u're thinking ,
and just stared at it blankly.
well, i do.
its nice.
There a bright round moon,
above me.
and its goddamn beautiful.

i wanna go scuba diving,
i wanna go cave exploring,
i wanna just lay in the middle of nowhere and just look at the stars,.
i wanna go places i've nvr been,
do things i've nvr done before.
eat meals that are so superb, u just crave for more.
i wanna be rich,
i wanna own a landed property/cars,
but i hate/like studies.
i want...
so much so much more.
i'm a freak, yeah i know

i guess me/humans tend to feel inadequate with what i/they have,
and just wants more.
though i'm happy with what a i have.
a family,
a lappy,
being able to do this and that,
to travel ard diffirent places,
and not forgetting having
my GREAT COUSIN
and FRIENDS.
well, yeah and the ups and downs.
but there always come a times where
craves and more 'wants' in life sits in.
(Damn my butt numbed from sitting so longXD)
there are times where i do not feel complacent in life too.
but well, i guess we just have to seize whatever opportunities that comes.
in oder/or not to achieve what we want.

okay, i know i sound like crap or so.
but its a blog right, so i'm just , you know.....
crapping?
=).

well, i just found out that ivan and QH have also self- declared holidays.
so its left with Gary and Vic in school!
meeting Ivan tml.
Gary and Vic would be joining later.
And i would only get to see them after 10 days.
when the june holidays start to get eaten up by school shyts.
goodnights.

2008-05-21T00:11:00.000-07:00

OKAY.
I AM SELF-PROCLAIMING HOLIDAYS FROM TML(:
I'M NOT GOING SCHOOL ON WED AND THU.
AND FRI , I'M OFF TO LONDON! WAHAHA(:

OKAY, ANYWAYS I CAME ACROSS THIS SONG.
WELL, MAYBE U KNOW, MAYBE U DON'T
ITS KINDA OLD ALREADY,
BUT NO HARM HEARING IT AGAIN(:
A SMOOTH SONG WITH GOOOOOOOD LYRICS.
GIVES ME THE CRINKLES WHEN I HEAR IT.
LET IT LOAD AND HEAR IT.
ITS NICE.

'UGLY - SUGARBABES'

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
That they had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you

2008-05-17T00:30:00.000-07:00

hello wello yellow.
i am sitting at my chair and using the laptop.
getting bored of this.
nothing new is popping into my life.
its always the same old shyt

went out with Gary,Jervis & Qinghai.
Vic and Twin couldn't come=(
din really do anything much,
other then slacking ard?

Went to find COUSIN!
at marinasquare, subway.
loong loooooong time since i last saw her.

OKAY!
anyways .
if u're reading this.
PUT A RAINBOW IN FRONT OF UR MSN NICK.
cuz for every rainbow u put.
20cents will be donated to the victims in chendu(:

2008-05-16T20:41:00.000-07:00

OKAYYY.
i skipped school today(:
with stella(:
She din want to go school, neither did i.
was suppose to have more people.
but ended up with us two.

Sat the train back to jurong east then to somerset.
to kill time.
Telling jokes, laughing loudly.
Talked about some stuff, kept quiet.
Cracked silly jokes, started laughing again.
Stella is a funny/fun/crazy/crappy/nonsensical friend.

Bought movie tickets.

'MADE OF HONOUR'!!!
have been wating to catch this show for a loooong time.

I LIKE THE SHOW!(:
& U SHLD CATCH IT.

Just before we left ,from door at the back, after the movie.
Stella said that there would be some cut-off parts,
which would be funny , after the credits.
so i said okay lets stay and watch.

Hesistated for awhile.

looked ard.
noticed that there were coins on the empty couple seats in front of us.
Stella and i bend over to collect it.
STELLA:"eh u take more than me right."

i've got no idea why, i burst out into laughters.
Stella laughed with me not knowing why i am laughing.
stop laughing only when we were out of the toilet and out of cine
ME:"haha 've got no idea why i was laughing , think those coins have laughing powder on them"
well, a total of only $o.8o

Walk ard orchard.
and headed home.
dead sleepy.
was suppose to play 'prank calls' on our friends,
during the train ride.
but was so beat,
i knocked off....

2008-05-13T21:52:00.000-07:00

okay, helllllloooo.
right. i'm still deciding on whether i should skip school tml or not.
hmmmmm.

Right cause miss chua ask me to cut my hair=(
and i dun want no, anyway the holidays are round the corner, right.
though i still have to go back to school=.-^.
i think i am skipping on thurday.
why i am telling u this.

All hail Ivan and Qinghai.
They have made record for skipping school,
as and when they like! haha!
poor me and Gary have to always come school=(

Exams are offically over!
but not getting back the papers are freaking me out.
i don't wanna recieve back my papers knowing that i failed almost everything=(

School is boring shyt y'll.
we have this cyber wellness thing today.
Gary and i practically slept throughout the whole thing.
except going to toilet and slacking out of class till a teacher caught us.
and nagged at us like an 'irritating asshole'
yup.

Chinese lesson = last period.
Was equally boring.
we had to do , li jie wen da.
i dun understand the question, and i can't even read the whole passage.
wanted to knock out.
But teacher say if i do, i would have to stay back after school today and tml.
=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=.=...=
Abby helped me(:
& i copied ,
question one paragraph one.
question two paragraph two.
yeah and so on.
Saved the trouble from racking my brains.

i went to do the freaking online assignment.
and i was award 0 marks=.= cuz it was already due!
wth?

i think i am skipping assembly tml(:
and try to hid from miss chua.
i dn wanna cut my hair=:::(
maybe after the holidays when the bush on my head can nest birds.
Goodnights.

Joeey.

2008-05-11T14:59:00.000-07:00

Wooots okay!
MIDYEAREXAMS are finally over! wahaha!
HOLIDAYS!!!

So i have been:
-Lazy to blog.
-Studying late.
-Drinking loads and loads of coffee to keep me awake till the next day.
with Gary(:
-Out with bros
- & CAMWHORE!

okay, here are the pictures that i have been very lazy to post.
ENJOY y'll=))

Victor,Gary,Joeey,Ivan.
Fortcanning.
(o7.o5.o8)

TogetherNowAndForever.

Victor, Gary, Joeey, Ivan.

Brothers!

somewhere in CityHall.

(o6.o5.o8)

Studying out.

(o1.o4.o8)

Floorball match. final.

Winner : NORTHLAND!!

IVAN & JOEY+)

(25.o4.o8)

Clarice/Victor birthday "celebration" . MOF.

Twinny.

(12.o4.o8)

Gym outing.

(20.04.08)

- Every once in a while, people step up. They rise above themselves

Sometimes they surprise you. And sometimes they fall short.

Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard.

But if you look close enough, you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love.

And if you're lucky,

I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

exams=(

2008-05-02T21:09:00.002-07:00

4 more papers to go and i'm DONE with mid-year and,
HOLIDAYS here i come.....

went T3 to study yesterday(:
Vic,Gary,Liying & sharlyn.
i like(:

Slept at 3am,
was on the phone with GARY,
Going through all the math stuff that we learnt so far.
Felt damn unprepared.
Had to drag myself out of bed in the morn=(

Math paper2,
hmmmm i lost ard 12 marks and i dun knw how will i do for paper1.
So have to wait and see.

- Daddy send me home today cuz i forgot to bring my wallet=.=
Changed and met Vic . Amk.
To town.
Walked into evey shop in wisma & hereen's( guys' shop only).
Victor was HAPPPPPPYYYYY cuz he managed to scout for his stuff.
ME, nah din really had anything.

Was suppose to wait for gary to come find us,
but vic wanted to study for his next exam, and i was too tired.
Trained,joked,crapped,talked.
HomesweetHome.

Woooooots, study out tml.....

2008-04-28T14:00:00.000-07:00

i can roast myself.
damn the weather is a killer!
freaking hot.

Went to James' house yesterday.
To swim, and of course slack.
With Gary and Ivan
yeah, James is a nice person, with a goood vocal.
Very friendly and sociable.
We 3 hardly know him well, though we do talk sometimes.
and he invited us to him house.
Me and Ivan did all kind of nuisance shyt,
jumping into the pool from different heights.
ha! yeah it was fun.

Went home,had tuition.
Screw it. sucky shyt
don't wanna talk about it.

Chinese papers today.
Not very bad.
i expected it to be extremely hard.
Like i have to rack my brain and try to interprete wad the hell is the passage saying or asking.
Went home straight after school.
And i am going out to study(:
Math paper 1 tml=(( i don't wanna study to fail.

2008-04-26T23:56:00.000-07:00

Damn!
set my alarm at 10.05am
but snoozed it like 4-5 times.
couldn't get enough sleep.
was having this cool/sad dream, when all of a sudden i woke up.
tried getting back to sleep, but couldn't.
ARGHHHHH.
so i woke up and just in time, Vic messaged me(:

Macgriddles for breakfast(:
Went to Town to STUDY.
Coffee bean.
Got ourselves each a cup of coffee caramel, and started with Poa.
Monday's paper, SS & POA paper 2 , so yup...
S.T.R.E.S.S.

Stopped after 4hours.
Dinner time. wooots.
Walked ard for a little awhile,
and headed home....
SHAGGED! haha.

2008-04-24T16:11:00.000-07:00

Shaun Moo!
i think i love u baby!
i think u love me too!!
haha..
i do not have a freaking addiction to teddy bears!!!!
Its called entertaining u! ha...

Okay, today weather had been so so so much better than the past few days!
It rained in the morning,
So yeah, not every hot and getting stick/fed up.
PHS(post humid syndrome) maybe?
oh thats my school's name in short.

Last 2 periods were THE best,
Cuz we got the privilege of air-conditioned rooms! wahahaha
yay, yay, yay.
So its a gooood day.

Went to market to eat after schol,
was suppose to follow Gary, Victor & Mengchao to RP,
to watch floorball match.
I think this sport is kinda cooool.
But went home instead.
TUITION.

i'm sleepy,lazy,hungry,full,lack of love.haha

2008-04-23T19:20:00.000-07:00

okay.
i think 'lazy' spells me.
wadever.
Anyways, went to viewed shaun's blog and think that he s a relatively good blogger.
don't know why.
He's my friend, so ya..
And i think he did a great for his mid-year compo, though i din really read everything.
But this is wad he wrote: i am sure anyone would not mind spending a quiet evening at home sitting on a laid-back arm chair slowly watching the orange glow of the sun fade away while reminiscing about the past,looking at a few photos and slowly drifting off to sleep only to dream about the past.

nice eh? well if u don't think it is. i do
U racked ur brain on that freaking day,
trying to think of wad to write,
and a quick one,
as not to eat into ur time.

U hit ur pen against the table,
Spin it around ur fingers.
U push back ur fringe or hair.
put ur head on the table.
U make a sound,
start looking ard then towards the clock.
U get nervous,
think think think!!!!!!
Scribble some ideas down......

Hmm, should it be this should it be that?
oh maybe i should start with a flashback?
No, goddamnit , its not working!
Damn!why is my brain not working!

Well, i manage to complete my compo.
short one, hope its not crappy.
ur peeps start popping questions
"Hey wad question u write ah?"
and u go like "OH i wrote blah blah blah, wad did u write about?"
And they start telling u stuff and fasinating shyt,
and u go like,
DAMN! DAMN! bang head*
wth, why am i so dumb!
why didn't i think about it!
ARGH!!!!!!!!

I think i'm going to go crazy sooner or later.
The weather had been freaking hot and humid lately.
U sweat easily, and u start getting sticky.
Which makes u/me restless and don't wanna study!
ARGHHHH!!!!!!
and u get so freaking happy when its finally end of school!
SS & chinese class test today.
Went to market to eat, and waited for Vic to finish DC.
Went into the classroom and chatted with , some peeps.
And HOMESWEEETHOME!
bathbathbath -Best part of the day!-

2008-04-20T23:00:00.000-07:00

My father gave me 50 bucks for next week(:
cuz he says he doesn't have small notes.
I'm a happy kiddo.
But i think i might need t return him the change=(

Okay. We lost in the Gym competition=(
Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.
And i'm down with a fever.
Guess my body is toooo exhuasted from all the constant training for the loosing com.
All of us were sad,
some cried.
Whatcanisay.
Wanted to skip school the next day.
Well, most of the Gymmies did, except dumb Joey.
cuz going school= not going.
i learn anything at all.
I was sick, i was tired. i was sad. i din even have the mood to talk/walk/STUDY=.=
So i practically stonned my whole day.

Met up with the Gym-mates after school.
went out, kinda like to -forget -everything day out?
Well, most of us did feel better.
Except most of us were down with FEVER.
And extremely exhuasted.
we were like zombies roaming the mall.

Watched ' Definitely, Maybe'(not that bad)
And walked ard hereen's before heading home.

-Friday-
ENGLISH PAPER 1 !!!!!!!!!!
i don't know how i did for this paper.
have to wait for my results.
hope i don't do badly..
--cross fingers--

Went to watch floorball match.
with Twinny & Norman.
Vic and Gary were playing.
some of my friends also.
so went to support.
Damn that referee, Bias banana.
And so the saying goessssss.......
"Don't worrry, we still have next year"
okay.
Jiayou! Gymnastic & Floorbal for next year then.

Went to cityhall to eat , slack after that.
waited for mummmy and trained home tgt with.
Vic, Gary, Twinny & Chongying.

Nights.

post pics some other time.

2008-04-13T23:44:00.000-07:00

The Retarded me !

MY RETARDED COUSIN!

CJ2- Chenyin Joey -

And the more HUMAN looking ones(:

OKAY .

Nights

2008-04-12T14:29:00.000-07:00

Tonight i'm falling and i can't get up.
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.
And every night i miss you,
i can just look up and know the stars are,
holding you holding you.
Holding you tonight.
idon'tknowwadtoblog.

Right, just finished studing BIO.
JOEYTANISSTUDYING.
unbelievable?
Have to really start studying.
N' lvl is round the corner.
Plus, with all the tests and exams coming up.
It would be a total killer.

-my sec school life-
I either sleep in class , listen or talk .
I go to the back of school- we call it "market"-
to eat when lessons are all over, or i just head home.
Home tuition every 1&4 of the week.
Gymnastics every 2,5&6 of the week.
And remedial in school every 1&3 of the week.
Wooots, there goes my youth.
So much for the chinese saying "xian ku hou tian"

This is practically my sec school life.
And i think this "craps" have actually become my school life routine.
thats life i guess.

Gym competition is freaking next week.
And i think the thought of it freaks me out.
Really really wanna win this year.
Really want this sooo badly.
So does the rest of the members.
having our last few trainings,
EVERYDAY.
HOpe we all can do as well as the good routines we did during practices.

2008-03-27T00:09:00.000-07:00

OKAY!
SKY OF LOVE is a super duper superb show!
watched with a friend of mine.

Okay haven't really been blogging.
it'd be boring idf i everyday blog about wad happened.
cuz its all rougly the same.
I don't lead mutiple lives.(i wish)
Loads of stuff happen.
be it goood or bad.
factors of my life,
they sum me up.

Well, okay this is wad i can recall.
Ahgong have been gone for rougly a week.
And i think most of us still miss him.
But i think the person who is hurting the most is , Ahma.
She cries almost everynight, and whenever she lies one the bed.
And its really goddamn sad to see her cry.
Though she tries to put up a strong act infront of most of us.
But i think she's shattered in the inside.
Time will heal, i guess eh.
We'll will have to see.
And i guess everyone's just moving forward with their lives.
Life goes on.....

Okay i'll upload pics taken for the past few days.
When i am extremely free.

JOEYTAN NEEDS TO START STUDYING!

Damn it!
my mum says she bought donuts for me, and she's in my father's car!
its freaking 12.08am and she still have't come back.
2 hours! i think they travelled ard singapore before coming home.
=.= speaking of the devil.

okay donuts donuts donuts(:
nights!

2008-03-23T02:54:00.000-07:00

Eveybody’s gonna love today, love today.....
Love, Love me...

Sigh, one more day, and Ahgong's gonna be cremated.
I'm sure gonna miss him badly....

Slept at 4 plus,
helped out with the burning of josspapers.

Woke up at 8.45, over snoozed my alarm! lols
had to rush home , bath, and head for school.
Gymnastics.
Was damn pissed with myself,
couldn't do a nice proper routine.
Guess i'm too exhuasted.
RAAAAA...

Went to bugis after Gym, with gym-mates.
Need to go to some shop at,
i-forgot-where,
need to measure our body for our leotards.
Went to Bugis Junction to eat.
TIREDtiredTIRED.

Wanted to watch the show 'Sky Of Love'=(
but the cinemas had either stop showing the show or it was too late.
Sigh, i really wanna watch it, maybe tuesday.
Hungry.......

Trained home,
Lewis was better(:
HUNGRY!....
Went to a cake shop to get some breads.

Went to the funeral place at ard 6plus.
Slept for 2 hours.
Cousin was also sleeping with me..
Goddamn beat!
PIGS!
Woke up at 10, ate something.
Chilly...
Help with folding the josspaper awhile and went home to get my boooks.
Studied with my cousin for awhile.

2.30am now.
Cousin just went home=(
And lucky JOEY gets internet connection(:(:(:
So Joey blog.
i feel damn lonely...lols

YAY! i'm going to a book FAIR tomorrow!
woooots! STORY BOOK(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

Post the pics thati and my RETARDE cousin took.
someother time.

i wish time could just stop now.

ILOVEYOUAHGONG(:

2008-03-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

MAS SELAMAT.
Was my brother's first thot,
when police came in the morning and surrounded my neighbourhood.
**wth**
Went to bath, and headed to school.
While in my father's car,
he drove another direction to see wad had happen.
A GUY WANTED TO COMMIT SUICIDE=.=
He was topless, middle age guy.
And the police had already inflated the saftey balloon-like thing,
at the bottom of where he was.
He was sitting at some edgy platform stonning-,-
WTH, if he'd really wanted to commit suicide,
he would have jumped before the things were set up.

Then i started thinking , WHY?
Some people want to lead a longer life,
maybe just by a few weeks, days or hours.
They dun even get a chance...
ha, how ironic life can be sometimes eh...

Went into a groggy state for the first period.
English.
Thot of my grandfather.
He had survived yesterday, but how long more.
Memories came gushing through my mind,
which made my tears clinged on my lower eyelid.

He was a person which one calls "garang guni"
But thats not his job though.
When i was younger, i used to live at my grandparents house.
And my grandfather would use to collect toys he found,
and chunck it in a cardbox.
I would always ransack it and find toys to play with.
I remembered how he would spare time to bring me to the playground,
and how he onced chase a dog away. (it was gonna bite me).
Eventhough we had some communication gap between us.
I really appreciated he just being there.

Totaly knocked out during SS class.
Couldn't take it, my eyes were doing weight lifting.
Went to the back of the school for lunch, had gymnastics after that.

Gym started at 3.30pm.
Dawdled ard the office area to kill time.
Munyee was doing her poa and i was waitng for her.
Trained and did a couple of good routine.
**hope i can do as good for the competition**
Talked to shaun while we were doing our splits.
Told him about my grandfather ,
and it is a weight lifted off my shoulder.
THANKS SHAUN MOO(:
Ended Gym at 6.30.

Recieved a miss called from mummy, and i had a premonition.
I called her back,
and she told me to come home quick cuz my grandfather had passed away.
I knew it was coming , but i wasn't prepared.
I wanted him to live longer.
I wanted to talk to him more.
I wanted to just sit by his side , for a little longer.
I wanted to se him breath.
I wanted to just .... just. i don't know....

Tears rolled down my eyes,
when questions started popping out by my Gym-mates.
Was comforted by most of them.
Very grateful.
Thanks guys, thanks alot.

Walked home with japhia,
she told me some of her stories and started crying.
My mind went blank din know wad to say.

Walked home thinking i might enter a house-of-grieve.
Grandma was devastated ,
it was written all over her face.
I din know wad to do.
I sat beside my grandma,
and touched my grandpa's ice-cold arm.
Touched his forehead ,
ran my fingers through his hair.
I wanted to cry at times.
i just held his hand and watched him.
Maybe this might be the last time i am holding him.
Though i din get to talk to him for the last time.
I'm contented.
At least now he is at peace,
end to his sufferings.

Helped carry him down to the first floor.
He was going to be taken away for awhile.
Had to get his clothes changed, makeup done, etc.
Came back after 1 hour plus.
Went to see him again .
He looked good.
Grandma cried .
I had mixed feelings.
Offered josstick to him.
I watched grandma and started to think.
Wad would i do if i was her,
i would be sad for sure,
but how am i going to live my life with my husband DEAD?
It would be just too, too lonley for me.

came back home and rested for awhile.
Am going back down again.

2008-03-17T10:58:00.000-07:00

Sigh, feeling kinda restless right now.
POA is STRESSING me out,
and i just finished tuition not long ago.
Almost died in there.
Damn damn restless and short tempered today.

Ah Gong just came back from the hospital.
Its damn heart aching to see him suffering.
Almost cried whe i saw him jst now,
left the room.
Dadddy & Mummy says that,
he might leave tonight the earliest,
or a few weeks the lastest.
He is very weak rigt now, and has difficulties breathing.
Sigh.

I don't wanna attend a funeral any sooner,
but it's a matter of time that he leaves.
Its like i want him to leave and i don't want.
Iwant his suffering to end, but i am gonna miss him badly.
Real Badly.....
He's 93 years old.
Yeah...
I dun even know if i would even live up to his age.
Sigh.

okay i've nothing to say already....

2008-03-16T15:43:00.000-07:00

Woooooots.
helloHELLO.
okay okay okay, this is gonna be a loooooooong entry. Enjoy.

Back from a 2days 1night camp!(fri & sat)
Tried requesting for a 3days 2night camp ,
hard-headed teacher=.=.
Yeah it was okay,
but just that the teacher in charge wasn't that likeable.
Get on my nerves=.=
I KILL YOU.

-FRIDAY- frist day of camp

Went late on the first day of the camp,
totally forgot that there would be a mock competition.
Trampoline competition. (& everyone STARES at u)
JOEYTAN HAVE MAJOR STAGE FRIGHT!
Did badly for my competiton.
Got reprimanded badly for 2 days, consecutively. (thu&fri)
Did spoil my mood a little.
But it means that i have to work hader to meet expectations.
JIAYOU TO ME.
I REALLYREALLYREALLYREALLYREALLY
WANT TO DO WELL IN MY TRAMP COMPETITION BADLY.
=(but i'm scared i'm not up for it.)=

Went to the back of our school to eat.
Wanted to eat hokkien mee, but they only sell it at night.
=.-wads the diff=.-
So i ordered roasted meat rice.
Played volleyball back in school.
Munyee , Isaac & Me.
Had to leave the hall, cuz the volleybal members
needed both court.
So we went to the canteen.
There were games planned for us, by Shaun.
TREASURE HUNT!
Yeah it was cool, at least he'd make an effort.
Rested awhile after the game before our Pysical Training starts.

PT was GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
30 pumpings, 1 min of superman, 20 jacknives & 20 situps.(1 set)
We did a total of 3 sets.
And a 7.50mins of this..
BEAT THAT!
Ended off with 3laps of squart jumps.

Dinner, Hokkien mee(:
Bought a packet of Hershey's.
The girls got free packets of tidbits,
by some unknown uncle. LUCKYshyt
2hours of training again. ilovemyjacket.

Went to Mr Hui's homeroom,
to do our self-revision work,
and watched ANAPOLIS. thumps up.
12.00am. LIGHTOUT.

-Saturday- last day of camp

Woke up lazily.. 8.25am.
Breakfast.... Minced Meat Porridge((:
Training from 9-11,
Had "competition" again.
Well, i did a whole lot better than yesterday.
Honestly, EVERYONE IMPROVED.
We all did better than what we did on thursday & friday.
Played voleyball after Gym ended.
Yeah, its one of my Favourite sport(:

Had wad we called "bonding time".
Practically, its just playing games . Tgt.
Let off early.
Some of us went to the back of the hall,
& rested till our dinner time.

Woke up at 6pm,

called Munyee, and she bought dinner for me=P
Had training from 7 - 9pm ,
and our camp will end after that=(
Really wished it could be one more day.
"Competition". Bad.
Ended the camp with a birthday song.
It was Lewis' birthday.
Volleyball-ed for the last time ,

and left the school.

Me, Munyee & Isaac,

din want to go home so early.
So we went out.

Camwhore!

Headed home.

idunwannagohomeyet...

2008-03-13T14:45:00.000-07:00

RAAAA. too tired t blog yesterday.
Reached home ard 12.
It was a Freaking fun and a day to remember.

Flashback.

Raining cats and dogs.
Trained down to Orchard.
Met Munyee and Shaun at different stops.
Munyee's shoes were drenched.

Reached orchard and went to Lido to check the movie timing.
August Rush! 5.05pm.
And we still had plenty of time to kill.
So we went to eat Macs,
and went in tov BORDERS after lunch. wooots!
Read a book by Jodi Picoult, think i might either get that book or borrow it.
I prefer the feeling of owning a book(:
Dun have to rush for the dateline.
And i can do wadever i want with it. wahaha.
But if i keep buying.
I'd go bankurpt.

4.45pm.
Left BORDERS and head to Lido.
Shows's about to start.
Shaun got himself a drink and went in.
Lido Classics.
Munyee cried a little.
Shaun was most of the time closed to tears.
I was also close to tears at time, but most of the time, suffering from goosebumps.
Not that the show was cheezy or what.
I don't know, i think it was touching and i had goosebumps?
Very unexpected ending.
Sat in the cinema for almost 2 hours, but it felt like only an hour=(
GOOOODgooodGOOOOOOOOD show.

7.10pm.after the movie
Went to the toilet.
And Clark Quey our next destination!
GMAXGMAXGMAX!!!
Okay if u dun know wad is Gmax.
Its a ball-like thing , that springs up all the way 50 metres high.
So it goes up and down for ard 1 min?
Located at clark Quey.
If u still dun get it.
GOOGLE IT.
cuz i can't think of anymore ways to describe it.

Before the ride.....

Holy crap! haha .
It was DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN fun!!!!
Though it cost 30bucks for a 1-2 min ride.
But it was a GREAT experience.
We're still complaining of how nervous we were,
before the ride
And hestitated to get up that machine.
Munyee even made us agree not to backout.
Glad we didn't.
We survived the ride!!!!
haha! and we still had the thot of going for another round.
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$=(

Left the place and went to walk ard Clark Quey.
Went to a part a Clark Quey which i totally have nvr been before.
The whole street was mostly flooded with Pubs.
I reckon its the best place to chill out.
ME: "Hey i dun mind working at this Pub"
Munyee: "Why?"
ME: "Its nice.... WTH! the guys are wearing SKIRTS=.==.="
Munyee: "HAHAHAHA!!! so do u stil wanna work here??"
ME: "On second thot, NO WAY!"

Walked back to Central.
The Mantthan FISH MARKET .
Was our final fill-my-GODDAMNEMPTY-stomach stop.
DINNNNERRR!!!!! Fish-.-
While waiting for our fooodd....

*First time i actually hang out with Shaun. *
Shaun had to go back home, after dinner
So we took the train with him.
I din want to go home so early.
So went down to Esplanade with munyee.
Walked ard.
Wanted to go to the rooftop garden.
But it was blocked, i guess they had some event going on.
So we walked out of there.
Went to see some mosiac performance. BORING
Walk to the Singapore Flyer to kill time.

MUMMY:" BOY, WHERE ARE U! HOLIDAY LIAO ALWAYS GO OUT AND GO HOME
SO LATE HOR! WHERE ARE U!"
ME: giggled "hmmmm, GOING HOME LIAO"
MUMMY:"TML U BETER DUN GO OUT!"
ME: "TML I GOT GYMNASTIC"
MUMMY: "GYMGYMGYM"
HAHA! I Love Mummy.

Took a bus with Munyee down to bishan,
and trained home.

Mummy bought KFC chicken for me(:
Went to bed after eating.

God Damn Cold right now.
But i love the weather(:
Gonna be late for Gym...

2008-03-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

Had to wake up to a chilly weather.
Meeting Victor.
Needed to go town for some warranty thing for my laptop.

Met Vic at Bishan mrt station.
Was suppose to alight at Orchard but eneded up at Dhoby Ghaut-.-
We din even notice it.
haha, i think without Ivan along.
We are like a complete street idiot.
Like yesterday.
Tap out of Orchard mrt station and went out.
Was talking and talking.
Stop to only realise that we've went the wrong direction!

Walked ard Ngee Ann City.
Reached Best Denki and waited for awhile befored i was served.
Left there after filing in my particulars
& playing the Osim's machine.
I was freaking starving, and it was raining outside.
So decide to eat somewhere in NGC.
MACS!!! MacspicyMeal.

Vic wanted to go NUM too see some flipflop.
So we went to Cine.
Stop in the middle of the road.....
ME: "hey , vic where is Cine ah?"
Vic: "Erm , it is there (points to me, behind)"
ME: "Okayyyy, haha then why we walking this direction"
Vic: "eh, Ya hor!"
Haha, Damn keep going the wrong direction!
IVANNNNNN!!!!!!!!!(he's much better in locationlocationlocation)
Cine has a new, NUM shop.
Next to it is NUM flipflop.0.O
Vic got in and bought a Slipper! Richassss!!
and they gave him a free, tuggytuggy?
duno wad they call it, some dimond-like thing to put on the strap.

Left Cine , walked towards hereen's.
Went into HMV.
Window shopped for awhile before heading home.
Trained towards Marinabay first.
Wanted to geta seat.
HOMESWEETHOME.

Chatted online with my Favourite cousin!!!
Been ages since we last hang out!
HANG OUT SOON COUSIN!

2008-03-11T14:27:00.000-07:00

JOEYTANISTHEHAPPIESTKIDONEARTH!
CUZHE'SFINALYGOTALAPTOPOFHISOWN!(:(:
wahahahahahahaha!!!!!

Was to tired to blog yesterday.
Anyway this is wad happen(:

It was along day.
Time just seems to pass by 3 of us slowly.....

Woke up at 8.45am,
was supose to have tuition at 9.00am.
But the tuitoras late.
Ended tuition at 12.00pm.
Went to use MY LAPTOP(: for awhile,
ate, bathed and went out.
Was suppose to be meeting tHEcLIQUES today.
SENTOSA!
But apparently,
Munyee and Clarice couldn't make it.
Jervis was also going, but he was going with his classmate.
Gary and Qinghai din want to go. =.=
And so it was down with Vic, Ivan & Me.
Better than none

Took the train down to yck to meet Vic & Twinny.
And head all the way down to Vivo.
CARAMEL FRAPP was our first drink of the day.
Woooots haven't had that for a LONG time.
Took a Monorail to Sentosa.
SILOSO BEACH!
Laid our bags as soon as we found a spot.
Played Volleyball and Soccer for awhile,
before going into the sea.
Twinny and Vic was the first to go down,
i din want to go in so fast.
CCOOLLDD!
And VICTOR kept doing the LEVI'S COMMERCIAL ACT!!
haha SUPERDUPER FUNNY!

Took pics while they came out of the sea to rest.
Chatted for awhile.

Went into the sea for awhile,
haha, Twinny was freezing and he just stood there,
head above the sea.
Its was damn damn cold.
Plus the wind kept blowing towards our direction.
Was talking about ,
-i-forgot-what-
and came out of the sea after that.
Went to the toilet and rinsed ourselves clean.
Bought a cup of HOT CHOCOLATE after that.
Headed back to Vivo=(

Was walking ard at the top floor,
when Victor suggested that we go have our dinner at MARCHE.
So all of us agreeed.
MARCHE HERE WE COME.

Our bill cost a BOMB!
A big hole in our pockets!
Twinny and i ate PASTAs!
Victor ate some Pork thing.
Each of us got a bread cuz we thot that the meal wouldn't fill our empty stomach.
Almost fainted when i finished my pasta.
Freaking BBLLLOOOOAAATEEDD!
Victor was also damn full.
And that got-stomach-like-no-stomach IVAN
Still wanted to eat a FRUIT CREPE=.=
WTH, so we bought it.
Wasn't that bad, just that i was full to the brim.

Paid our bills and left the place.
Saw this cow outside Marche,
and..

Left Vivo for Clarkquey.
CENTRAL is a BORING place.
Went to see Gmax.
Cz i'll be sitting it on WED.
With Munyee and Shaun!
All the best to us!

Walked to Cityhall , then Suntec.
Ivan wanted to go arcarde to play basketball.
Headed home after that.
Victor and i was damn exhuasted.
And Ivan's leg was hurting.
Train-ed home with Vic.

Eventhough most of them din turn up.
I guess the 3 of us still enjoyed it.

2008-03-08T01:03:00.000-08:00

Reached school at ard 8.45am.
lateLATElate.
Met Victor & Munyee before going to school.

All Gymnast gathered at the canteen at 9.15pm.
Had to go collect the leotard today for the performance,
cuz the shop was closed yesterday.
It was at KALLANG =.=
Train-ed down to CityHall, then to Tanjong Pagar.
And took a bus down to Parkway.
Walked for a long time before we reached the place.
Tried on our leotards.
It was okay. So we took it.
Went to some shopping mall nearby.
New Zealand Natural ice-cream!
SSUUPPEERRBB!

Headed back to school.
Started doing stretchings and reheasing for a few times.
Rested, while waiting for the arrival of the GOH(GuestOfHonour).

The performance was GOOOOOOOOD .
Considering that we were informed last minute.
And had to think of a routine within one week.
With only 3 days practice.
All of us did a great job=).

After the performance. i literary rotted.
It was freaking B-O-R-I-N-G!
I have walked the whole school, like 5-6 times?
With Lewis.
The rest DISAPPEARED.

Went to some unknown set-up stall.
They had stinggray! i ate 2 plates of it, Lewis ate 1.
It wasn't very big anyway.
But it was nice.
So was the chicken chop.

Called Munyee and asked her if she wanted to come find me.
She likes stinggray also.
But she din buy.
She just got herself a chicken chop, and a muscle.
PAPA came! sat and talked to us.
But left after awhile to find his friends.

Headed to Miss Kumari's class games stall?
Its more like a chill out place, A PUB.
They had different bands playing.
Loud music for us to dance.
And the whole room was filled with somke,
from the smoke machine.
Munyee & Terence followed me in.
Couldn't see where we were walking at first.
Toooooo smokey.
Manage to get ourselves a seat and watch the peeps there dance.
It was TOTALLY cool. Its like a REAL Pub.
Munyee wanted to dance at first , but i was shy.
So i called Twinny and asked him to come join us.
Waited for him.....

Went in again, when Twinny arrived.
This time we started moving a little to the beat of the
music.
The room was full of somke, so the people at the back can't really see wad we are doing or who we were infront.
And the people who are infront were all practically dancing.
So there wasn't much to be afraid or shy of eventually.
And slowly we just started clapping and dancing and moving to the beat.
Even Youlim was moving a little.
haha, a very different side of him.
Sometimes the room gets so smokey that u can't even see the person infront of u! haha.
There are just too many things, that happened in there.
Too many to say, and i can't string my words.
But it was sad we had to leave the place in the end.=((
Damn hot and sweaty after i got out of that room.
And the room was air-conditioned.

Went to the ParadeSquare to assemble.
Saw gary, and we gave a "Friendly" hug. haha
We haven't even spoke to each other the whole entire day.
Ate an apple, and walked towards 4 Devotion home room to slack.
Wanted to go clarkquey to sit Gmax with Munyee & Ivan.( the ball-like thing that shoots up high and come down)
But its costly, and it was late.
So we decide maybe next wed or so.

Went to sembawang and ate KFC , with Munyee ,Lewis & Shaun john.
962-ed home.

MARCH HOLIDAYS!

2008-03-07T00:47:00.000-08:00

Din really bring anything to school today.
No lessons. Cuz we had to prepare for the JJ fair(its a school carnival. Fyi.)
But i din help much.
Cuz i had to rehearse and perform for principle to see.
Tml's the BIG DAY.
Minister of state will be coming to see us perform, with the HPTs.
Okay. Everything shld be cool.

Had to stay back after school to rehearse and perform again,
For the acting GOH & the principle again.
Played volleyball during our break.
At first was with Shimin, Munyee & Isaac.
But it was down to a 2 V 2 show.
wahaha!
ME & Isaac V.s. Kaliang & Shuenliang( duno how to spell his name=.-)
It was a draw in the end.=((
ME and Isaac are like the Best team in Volleyball!

Went back to Gym rehearsal.
Added a new step stuff in.
PAPA CAME TO WATCH US! WAHAHA
Its been really really really long since i last seen PAPA.
Though we din talk much.
But i'm still glad he came.
Gym ended at ard 6, when the last performance was over.
Went to rest on the crashmat for awhile.
Was damn tired & i was having a headache.

MRS TAN(principle) is gonna buy for us all gymnasts a standardise performance's outfit.
And its costly. $50 per person? i heard.
Cuz tml is the Big day/event.
So muz put on the best and perform the best!

Had to go to kallang to try on the spendex?
Its called "leotard" if i'm not wrong.
Some tightfit wear.
Took train down to cityhall. Not all Gymnast went just some.
Shaun,Me,Munyee,Grace,Japhia,Samantha,Shimin & Xiaomin.
But when we reached cityhall, we were told that the shop had already closed=.=

WTH, okay so we all went to eat! cuz we were STARVING!
ATE SUBWAY(:
MARINASQUARE SUBWAY'S SERVICE SUCKED!!!
Went to walk ard after eating.
Was heading to the Mrt station when 2 china guys came to me.
They wanted to get to the train station, so i asked them to follow me as i was going there also.
Halfway, they keep asking me about some unknown train sation in chinese.=.= Shaun was with me.
And we both failed chinese. So we din quite understand
I just told them "I am going to the MRT station=.-"
And shaun was like "Ni yao qu na li??"
And they kept talking & repeating the unknown station in mandrin.
We looked at each other and just gave the "HUH?? WTH???" look.
Lucky one passerby came, and helped us.

Din want to go home so early so i asked if anyone wanted to go other place and walk ard to kill time.
Munyee and Grace agreed to accompany me.
And the rest wanted to go home.
So went to Raffles place to walk ard.
Passed by MPH
Me: "Hey i wantto get a Book , i've no more storybook to read!"
So we went in.
Grace and i each found a book and sat at one corner to read.
Munyee was reading magazine.
Store had to close.
So we left the place.
Empty handed.

Treated myself with mocha frapp.
wahaha!
I asked the lady for a carrier and she gave me a PAPERBAG=.^
Trained home. Stand all the way.
I think my legs almost came apart.

OKAYYYYYYYYYY!
TML IS THE OFFICAL DAY FOR MY CARNIVAL.
PLS FEEL FREE TO COME(:
Can't wait to perform!
PAPA will be going also(: wahaha!
And it will then be MARCH HOLIDAYS! woots.

NIGHTS

2008-03-06T22:34:00.000-08:00

TIREDtiredTIRED.

Skipped the first period of cf, and went to find Victor at level one.
Sat at the nearby staircase there and chatted for awhile.
It has been long since Bros and i last sit together and really chat.
Its not called EMO TALK its called, Bros bonding? haha
And twin FINALLY came to school after skipping school for 2 days!
Loads of comlpicated stuff happened.
Hope it will pass soon.

Cab to jervis' house and ordered Macs. woots
Slept for awhile while waiting for the delivery to come.
Ate Macspicy, Applepie and Fries.
Had to leave ard 4.30 cuz i had tuition=(
Gary wanted to stay longer.
Left jervis' house with Ivan twinny.
Twinny waited at the bus stop with me for my bus to come.
THANKS TWINNY.
Plugged my handphone's headset into my ears.
Slept a little, b4 i reached yck mrt station and train-ed home.
Brady's sick=( i think he injured his leg=(

Chinese tuition was so-so.
Went down to help mummy get something.
And used the com after my dinner(:

The Filterkey thingy in my com is pissing me off.=..=

Woots! tml's friday.
The following day is SAT, JJ FAIR(:
And we have HOLIDAY AFTER THAT! wahaha!
Going out with clques on monday..
Having Gymnastic camp! can't wait!

Nights.

2008-03-05T10:55:00.000-08:00

Its like i din even slept yesterday.
Feels that i'm like half awake throughout the night.

Woke up feeling still damn sleepy.
Its has been quite a cooolddd weather for the past 3 days?
I LOVVEEEE IT anyway.

Chapel was B-O-R-I-N-G!
Thot they were going to sing some nice songs, but ended up singing some unknown-weird tune song.
So i closed my eyes and REST. haaha.
Got woken up to sing the Doxology.
It goes;
May the grace of Christ our Saviour,
and our father's boundless love.
With the holy spirit's favour,
rest upon us from above. X2
AMEN.
=.^

PE today, din want to play basketball.
So went to play badminton with Kaiming, Shaun, Clarence.
Kaiming and I tag agianst Clarence & Shaun!
We lost, but i say that we're the best team mates.
We partner each other for the inter-class tournament also.
KAIMING IS GOOOOOOODDD.
Some people say we look alike. Hmmmmm.

Asked gary the thrid time " so u really don't want to go swimming?"
Gary: "No"
=.= okay.
NVM I'M STILL GOING! WAHAHAHA.

Met up with friend friend, and went swimming! wooots
Was suppose to swim 20 laps, but my muscle cramp.
Cannot paddle my leg for free-style in the water=(
so i did frog-style all the way.
Nvm, better than nothing.
Got off the pool , went for a WARM shower!
Went to macs to eat.
Popular to get some stationary, and headed home.

I'm Loving It.
Can't wait for March holidays.
JJ fair's performance.
& last but not least.
Gymnastic trainings!!!

Nights.

2008-03-04T22:32:00.000-08:00

Slept at 10 plus yesterday, but i've no idea why am i so tired today.
NO STORYBOOK TO READ.

Twinny din come today=(, so i had to sit alone during bio lesson.
Not that bad. Liying was talking to me, and we had to copy notes all the way.

WOOOTS... GYMNASTICS TODAY!!! walalalala.
Have been waiting for today like ages.
Did ard 15 complete routine today.
Had to plan the performance routine for JJ fair.
And did a trail with the music.
Not that bad, for a short 4 min performance.

Was discussing about our whole performance step cuz there were some parts which wasn't that good.
Then a volleyball girl from Saint Andrew jc, came to us.
Gave us the "Punch me" face and told us that they wanted to use to court to train.
=.= there's freaking 2 courts in the hall.
Plus there wasn't much of them.
ZzZzZz.
So we kept everything and left.

Xin ku da jia le.
Swimming tml. i guess?

Nights.

2008-03-03T20:16:00.000-08:00

School's totally crappy today.
AND I'VE FINALLY FINISHED READING MY STORYBOOK(:
And that means i'll have to find another one=(

School ended. And i had to rush back to get my carnival tickets, dateline today.
Came back to school Gave the tacher the tickets and headed back home again.
Tuition.

Wasn't suppose to utter any words of vulgar today.
But i failed badly.
Abby was singing practically the whole POA period, and it was a song i know long ago, thanks to my cousin(:
- Tonight by Fm statics -
So i composed a song of my own, with the same tune.
To mock her and ask her to keep quiet.
But i the word 'bitch' was used. =.= =.=
Arghh, lousy me.

Sitting with Abigail in POA lesson = NOTHING LEARNED FOR TODAY.
Cuz we would literary talk and laugh throughout the whole lesson.
Then Miss Chee would give us one of her Trademark stares.

Looking forward to JJ fair & march holidays.
Gonna have a gym camp! woots!

- If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another

2008-03-01T01:33:00.000-08:00

Toe socks=) from Victor
TWINNY ( Ivan & me)

Woke up at ard 8.15am today.

Laid on my bed, half awake and asked myslef if i wanted to go for gymnastic.

It was raining and the weather was cooling, wanted to skip gym, and sleep through it.

But woke up in the end. I really need to start training.

Took a quick shower.

And went to school.

Din really need to set up much equipments.

Started stretching and then straight away jump the tramp.

Training time was cut short today due to blitz, so have to really make use of the precious time.

Did a total of 9 complete routine today.

Though its kinda little.

Shaun and i were discussing about out performance for the coming JJ fair, as we had to perform for the mayor. As i was told.

And since when did singapore have a mayor? o.O

Roughly have a routine in mind, but we've only got like a week to complete and perfect it.

So EXTRA time and training is needed.

Need to start working on my com routine and performance steps.

Stressss.

Went back home, changed and went out again.

Blitz. sian!

But kinda went to slack with cliques instead.

Went to town area, and there was this group of guys who did Accapella.

It was gooOODD.

Walked ard, then to suntec, Bros wanted to play basketball at arcarde.

I was tugging my friend's and closing my eyes while walking.

I totally beat.

Qinghai even carried me for awhile! ha!

Ther wasn't anything much to do today, Jervis had to go off at 5pm.

Met Raymond & Steven after that.

Cineleisure, was our next stop.

The guys wanted to watch a movie.=.^

Was suppose to watch 2 faces of my girlfriend.

Tickets sold out.

So Qinghai suggested that we watch 'The eye' =.=

CRAPPY movie. I will not RECOMMEND anyone to watch it.

Unless u're a big fan of JESSICA ALBA.

-Gary: "Walau~, this is a damn boring show and waste of money la!"

-Joey: "YA LA! wth."

-Qinghai: "I think the shows okay leiis" =.^

Hmmmmmmmmmm.........

Went to LJS, Gary the wanted to eat something.

Stayed at cine till ard 10.45 and headed home.

-Read the bottom post also(:

just posted

29 FEBRUARY 2008. theleapyear.

2008-03-01T01:30:00.000-08:00

Cab down to yishun's GV. at 8.55pm from our house.
Wanted to catch the new movie which was offically released.
THE LEAP YEAR.

Sis and me was shock to see the amout of people queueing to buy movie tickets.
Apparently the 9.05 Show, was SOLD OUT! =.=
So we stood at the counter for a sec, to think of wad other show to watch.
But walked out empty handed.

The next movie timing was 11.30pm.
Doubt that out parents would let us watch a midnight movie,
but we desperately wanted to watch it.
So i called my mum.
She was reluctant at first, but gave in after a little pleading & crapping.
And this is the first ever time i've acutally wacthed a midnight movie, or i should say, a movie with my sis.
Other than buying DVDs to watch at home, which is a totally different thing.

Went to northpoint to walk ard, but sadly most of the shops were closed.
So we went to the foodcourt to see if we could get anything to fill our
not-so-empty, yet craving-for-something-to-eat stomach.
Most of the stalls were Closed . Closed . Closed
but manage to get something to eat.
Pig's organ soup with MEATBALL! wahaha!
The soup had this sweet-saltish-bitter taste.=.=
Its like flooded with salted vegetable and a few overly cooked meatballs.=.=
But we finished the organs and meatball(:

Went to Burger King to kill time.
Played poker cards and rotted there like anything for almost 2 hour.
Bought BK BBQ -something- bacon.(sorry, i've got bad memory)
And sneaked it into the cinema to eat! wahahaha!
Saw a few familiar faces.

Put on my jackets and got a tissue incase i cry=.-
Ha, cuz my cousin said she cried like nobody's business.
IT was a humourous- romance show.
Not bad. A GOOD local show in fact.

-end of show-
Still holding on to my unused tissue paper my sis turned and asked me, "did you cry?"
NO!..... lols

Slacked at Macs, while waiting for our parents to pick us.
I slept on the sofachair there! i was damn damn tired.

== Before the show ==

== After the show ==

Happy Leap Year.

2008-02-29T19:43:00.000-08:00

I don't care wad they say, i'm in love with you.
They try to pull me away,
but they don't know the truth.
- Bleeding love -

Woke up ard 6 plus, had a quick bath,
stared blankly while i ate my porridge.
Went to school.

Lesson for today were all one period only,
Din really do much today.
During SS, teacher told us something which i thought was kinda funny.
We were doing a topic about social globalisation, and how things spread all over the world via technology. (eg;cultures, communications, etc.)
So she told us about her study-exchange trip to germany ,
and she found out that the people
there acutally wrote a composition of 1000 to 2000 words on how to use the word, "LOR".
They way we singaporeans used it.
I was laughing hard when i heard this.
For a moment i was picturing how would the composition look like,
and it itches me to read the composition.
HAHA.

Okay, well i guess thats the only thing i found interesting, for today.

Woots had gymnastics today, i only knew i had gym today when shaun told me yesterday.
Thank you Thank you.
Did 10 sets of routine, complete routine.
Woots, Praises to Joey(:
Coach told some of us to lean, back against the wall,
and bend to 90 degrees, for 5 mins.
Only 5 pp did it.
Though the process was damn, tidious & tiresome.
All of us manage to complete the 5 mins .
wahahaha!
Praises to Joey and friends(:

PHS THRASHED CCH(main) IN VOLLEYBALL!
wahahaha! POWER!! 3 cheers to vb girls.

GYM TML AGAIN! woots.
Okay done blogging.

2008-02-28T22:42:00.000-08:00

- TRUE - Ryan Cabrera.

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

2008-02-27T22:17:00.000-08:00

Today's chapel was rather boring.
Had some silly and kinda dumb act today, dun see why certain pp were even laughing.
Me and tiwnnny wasn't even laughing luh. Wth
But there was this guy who sang "Who am i" and another unknown song.
Its hard to describe, but his singing voice was SUPERBB!

Slept during the last period, chem.
Freaking hot la, when i woke up i was sweating like , i just came out of shower=.=.

Had chinese remedial afterschool.
Was suppose to go swimming today, with gary & jervis .
Dunno why, but Gay din want to go last min.
But saw Gary and Jervis at the basketball court , playing.
okay.
Yeah fine with me.
Called some other pp to see if they wanted to go swimming,
but then a teacher came along,
and wanted to confiscate my phone=.=.
Sheryl and i pleaded the teacher to give another chance.
Thankfully the teacher did. Phew...
Dropped the idea of calling other people.
Headed home.
Better luck next time. I really really wanted to swim.=(
Sigh.

Went home, read storybook for a little while. Bathed, used the com till now.
And, i'm off to bed. Nights.

2008-02-26T21:05:00.000-08:00

Stared out of the car window while i let my thought run wildly.
Closed my eyes and tried to get a short rest before i reached school.

English was my first period for today. Had compo for classwork.
Wooots, i love doing compo. Though i'm not very good at it, but i enjoy doing it.
Kept thinking that it was recess after each bell rang.
Joeey(me): "Eh recess liao ah?"
Bros: "NO"
Joeey(me): "Wth, today like damn long then recess la!"
Bros: zzz=.= WTH look.

Read storybook thorughout some periods which was rather boring.
Zzz, i'm gonna finish reading my book, and that means i have to go find a new one=.=!!!!

Went to the back of the school to eat with , Gary, Ivan, Clarice,Munyee & Julia.
Headed straight for gymnastic after that.
Pissed coach:"Faster come and train, help to set up the equipments"(in chinese)
Replied him, while playing floorball with munyee: "Okay! yeah we'll be there in a jifty"

I really need to start training hard, loosing my stadard of jumping a proper routine & stamina.
Cannot even complete a proper & nice routine!
Well, managed to complete 5 sets of routine after umpteen tries though.

Played volleyball, with Munyee, Japhia, Terence, Danny, Shaun, Isaac & Gary.
Wahaha! i love playing volleyball.

Reached home at ard, 7.30 . Bathed , eat, blog .
Muscle aching.
Swimming with Gary tml.

2008-02-25T19:07:00.000-08:00

I feel like a walking zombie now=.=
Couldn't sleep last night,tossed and turned trying to sleep.
took me nearly more than a hour or so, before i finally knock out.

I FAILED MY SOCIALSTUDIES! GODDAMNIT!
I thot i passed my papers when i walked towards Mdm LU, as she was SMILINGsweetly.
What a smile la.
=.= she did it twice, and i failed both my Commontest & Class test. =.=
ARGH, i actually fail eventhough i had a factsheet and the class test was an open book test!
I really can go bang wall.

Had Geog remedial, and went home straight.
Math tuition.

I'm gonna do Poa now and pass my exams with blue/black and red ink!
GARY, watch out for JOEY the PRO ACCOUNTANT!
wahaha!!!

- Happiness comes in many forms.
In the company of good friends,in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true,
or in the promise of hope renewed.
It's okay to let yourself be happy, because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

2008-02-23T21:06:00.001-08:00

thrown in a crowd of expertise

i WANT to swim

2008-02-23T10:42:00.000-08:00

Had to go back school today.
At 2. Were suppose to go outand sell tickets for the carnival coming up=.=
Manage to only sold out 3 and went out with Gary, Victor & Jervis to town.
Was suppose to catch a movie, but drop the thought of it.
The 3 of us couldn't decide on what movie we want to watch.
Or we din like each other's idea.
IWANTTOWATCH'FOOL'SGOLD'IDON'TKNOWWHY.
Cause its the only non-asian show there showing in that cinema(suntec) other than 'Jumper'

BORING!
Went to eat, walked ard and headed home-..=

LAPTOPLAPTOP.

2008-02-22T05:05:00.000-08:00

Read a few blogs , trying to get ideas of wad to blog.
Well, din get anything out of those blogs.

Hmmm, today's a so-so day.
Had, Chem,Ss,Bio,Eng,MT respectively, then recess.
Was reading story book throughout the whole entire 2 periods of Math.
Was with gary almost the whole day today.
Twinny was not at school.
Qinghai was with Raymond.
Victor had internal suspension.
And Joey was freaking bored.

Was given the N'lvl comfirmation slip today, and i was thinking of whether i was even prepared for it. Nope. i'm not.
But i'm just too lazy to start from anywhere-.-.

Bio remedial was canceled.
Went home. Changed, and met Gary at Yishun.
Went swimming!
It is freaking long since i actually went to the swimming pool to swim!

Ate Kfc after that, my small stomach was BLOATED like anything.
Went to walk ard at Timezone & popular to kill time then headed home.
And FINALLY i decided to blog!
Cheers.

I want a LAPTOP!

-No one is perfect, cause if everone is perfect.
Perfect is nothing.